This is my last post on blogger, yeah, 270th.

I will be moving to the tumblr as the blog skin over there is cooler than the blogspot. my new blog address.

http://bitchdiary.tumblr.com

Do visit me there for new and latest post and stupid random update. Thanks and goodbye, blogspot, let welcome tumblr.

Sleepless night

Well, it is not easy to trying hard to sleep. No matter how hard I try to sleep. It seem like my brain is working hard to not to sleep. Hai, too bad. Now I have to find something to do so that I will might be slightly tired. Why it is so hard to sleep? Am I thinking about something? Or simply refuse to sleep due to I am used to sleeping late.

I need a warm milk to make me sleep. Listening to soothing music helps? Or running might? I am only afraid that I won't be able to wake up for the night shift.

I have a question to ask, can you be positive by saying the negative stuff? Ok, this post is
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快乐

外表看似快乐的人，内心不一定是这样。 当一个人，把快乐与开心都写在脸上。剩下的，只是空虚的心灵。

我发现很多人是这样的。把心里的不开心的事，闷在心里。你是否和我是同类呢？

烂心情

现在的心情， 好沉重。仿佛好像回到两年前的四月。 爱一个人真的很难。 要忘了深深爱过的人真的不容易。

这是不能說的秘密。。。

I told my mother something serious, something that she want to know but she knew she can't cope within such short period. Well, like what I said this is a secret that can't be told. Let keep it this way so everything will be the same again. Lying to myself cause this is the way of life of a weakling. People tends to believe and wants thing to be their way, but in the end, they are just deceiving themselves and others. For what?

I don't know the answer, caused I am still searching for one. Nevertheless, I never really regret telling my mother about it. Haha, a dramatic week. My life is exciting and trouble-filled and I am considering to film it into a movie. 这是不能說的秘密... Shhhh~

Wisdom Tooth Extraction

Well, I was very nervous and scared at the first time when I went into the surgery room. Lying down on the bed make me feel extremely scared due to the fact I know what is going through. Awful thoughts filled my mind, I was thinking the doctor will use hand drill to drill off the wisdom tooth. Well, the surgery is fine and I really think that my doctor is really. For those who is going for the extraction, you can try finding Dr Eugene Poh from AH. He is really a good doctor and I dont have alot of pain while removing the tooth. 8.5/10 is awarded to the AH dental clinic. Haha... I can eat fried chicken on the second day. Haha

Good Bye, Block Leave.

Ah~ the long block leave that always longing has already finished. It recharged my mental health to the max although I am not quite happy how it ended. I want a one month break after my ORD. But I guess it is abit impossible as I am the infamous 月光小王子(Meaning I always overspent each month, so I am left with nothing at the end of month.), but I dont care, I just want to give myself a well-deserved holiday next year June. It is not easy working in such places, where thing don't get better, cause the worse day is not here yet. Enough of the whinning, let me shared with you guys about the joy of block leave.

I think it is a blessing that you are able to sleep until noon and wake up realising you have nothing to do in the later afternoon. And able to stay up late without thinking about the difficulties of waking up in the morning. Haha~ But this stuff will soon be taken away since I am going off for work soon. I really missed my school life, slacking around lying around without thinking much. Not really too, I almost break my head while thinking about project. Guys, remember to miss me when I am away for 7 days. Feel free to sms me, call me but not during my duty timing. Now Ahead to bed, or else I will look zombie tml.

Dental Appointment

Well, let me share with you guys about my dental appointment that I went today. This is the first time after 4 years I last seen a Dentist. In the past, I always think that dentist is either a psycho or devil, enjoy the seeing people suffering in pain when they plucking our teeth. That why I have been delaying my appointment until my teeth can't take it. I think dental appointment is the most scaring experience. If I need do any operation or what, I rather be in deep in sleep or what. I do not want to see or feel anything at all. Even they were telling me it is only 15 mintues, but it will feel like hours. Sometime I need to go for two separate operation. T-T

Doctor managed to talk sense into me(I think I am easily convinced by anyone) and tell me go for partially conscious. I started to regret now. The main point is, the doctor say I am a brave boy, so no need to worry. I am 22 years old going 23. *Eyes rolling off*

Ya, doctor also say there might be a chance that I have nerve injuries but 1% only. I still very worried about that. T-T I try my best to be brave....

爱是什么

当我听到我的朋友和她男友分手时，我吃了一惊。 便问了她为什么做了这个选择？ 她说了可能是对方都累了，再也走不下去。 不过我觉得彼此还跟对方缠绵不清。这时的我， 心中出现了一万个问号。


是不放心对方生活开不开心？

还习惯了对方在自己的生活？

爱是什么？ 真爱又是什么？

如果真爱是两人的自私的需要之对方。 那爱一个人会好累，这时我真的不知道爱是什么了。 可能是长大了之后，梦想中的爱和现实的差距比想像的还要大。

衰

In hokkien, there is a common saying "人衰时，养鸟也会变公鸡。" ( Simply I means that when you are unlucky, everything you do will be into the oppsite ways.

I experience this theory when I was sending my friend to hospital to see a doctor. Haha, having a high fever is bad enough but he only got a chance to see a doctor after he work. On top of this, he haven't been eating for the whole day. Then a bastard comeby to send him there, happily eating his hamburger infront of him. (Sorry, Sherwin.) Anyway, when I send him there. The transport broke down and we waited for at least 20 minutes. I can see him drooling when he saw a lady eating on a bus. Lolx, yawn.

One word to describle him, 衰, haha, today might be his worst day yet. ROTF!

How to hug a porcupine

So as the title suggest that I or my guys has been facing alot of problem at work. Sometime, I really don't know what is their standard. I simply feel that they are want to make us feel sad.

Well, dealing with difficult people is never easy. Mastering of the skill is a must if I am going to stay in my workplace. Hai~ so sian. Why thing is like that lor. Feel so sian and sick of it.

A Yearly PMS

Hai, I am back to my yearly PMS state. I don't know why always have such emotional time every year especially during the colder times of the month. I don't really like the feeling of that. It seems to ruining all the thing that I planned. No mood to do this, No mood to do that. Everything looked so negative, so dim as though there is no end.


BUT,





First i was afraid i was petrified
Kept thinking i could never live without you by my side
But i spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
But i grew strong i learned how to carry on

The Curious case of being Suay of J X Chua

Well, We have to admit that we are really unlucky when come to camp stuff. It seems like thing get out of control easily and ended up a big mess. Yes, I can't help too wonder why my life is so unlucky everytime. Now I have to suck it up, I pray hard I will ORD asap or hope for a better future. Nahz, it wouldn't happpened. 10 Months means 10 Months, there is nothing I can do about it. So this "thumb", I really have to suck my "time".

Boring Weekend

I had a boring weekend, keep staying at my room doing some soul searching(Ya right!), Nahz, I am just stoning at one corner or drawing rubbish stuff. There is alot of I wanted to do but yet, I keep wondering where to start doing all these on my mind. Yet, being so not productive make me mad sometime. I told myself I have to learn Indesign CS3 during that 4 days at home. I simply just too lazy to do so. If not, I were have done alot of thing by this age. Not stuck here like an idiot.

Enough of the whinning, I have some work that out of boredom I finished it. Lolx, I still think it is still not very polished. So please give some comment. Thanks.

Absolute Lust, where lust is just one shot away.

Under heavy influence of Kelly website I drew this two small worlds. Obviously I need some form of drawing lesson before I work. Or else people will laugh their head off.

I also realised that I have not being touching my photoshop, illustrator for a bloody long time. Not mentioning the rhino. Shit, I remember I have to do something about the chair I design earlier on. I have to admit, I am really getting old.

Now my turn

Yes, like what my camp mates say, 作你的朋友真的很倒霉. After the incident where all the DF major drama of the year, DF kanna H1N1. I was thinking to myself, well there shouldn't be anyone I always go out will get H1N1. My life is filled with alot of buts, lets welcome my new best friend, Mr BUT.

This time around who kanna H1N1 is Jeff, better known as Kelly's boyfriend.(This is true.) Anyway, that time we meet out for a lunch to celebrate Kai Lin's 21st birthday. Happily chit-chatting about working life and Kai Lin's new watch that we brought for her. A CK watch but let go back to the main point. We shared food like salad and thing like that. Best part is because two of the girl can't finished, Jeff and I almost finished the whole plate.(I ate 3/4, hehe) That explained the possibilities of me contracting H1N1. Morale of the story, don't be gluttony.

I went to see a doctor at Sengkang Polyclinic and it is filled with people queuing up there. What wrong with everyone? (Ya, I remember H1N1.) I was shocked to see that some of the babies wasn't wearing any mask, hey, it is going to increase their chance of getting it. Irresponsible parent! Before I exited the polyclinic, I took a picture of the sticker at the clinic itself. Wondering how the H1N1 virus looked like? Maybe this?



But seriously, I don't think I got H1N1(Praying hard now, No but this time. Please GYM.), I hope that I won't get H1N1 because this will infects my grandmother who she is in poor health. Hence now, I am looking damn stupid inside my room, wearing a mask even I sleep. Fmylife



For those new reader wondering why I am wearing a glasses to take this photo. I am long sighted (meaning 老花眼.) Ya, I am old.

Finally, now I can blog now but

Changing to iPhone to me is like taking a risk since it is a new series of iPhone. There is chanes that it will have alot of problem for the first batch. Nevertheless, it gives me a very nice feel when I am using the phone.

However, there is one small thing that I dislike. I can't blog using iphone's web on blogger ah~ No, I don't want to accept my fate by not able to to blog. Noone can take away my hobbies. Haha~ Yes, I can't also upload photos to web. Hai~ some of the basic function seems to be taken out due to the protection of iPhone.

But now, I found out that I can blog at wordpress now. Wow, although I hated the blog skin and it's way of restricting my "creative juice"(It still sound weird.) No choice, it seems to be the only way out. I think I will stick on to this until I find another apps to blog on blogger.

Post H1N1

This is the first time after two month I meet Ms Bee Har. Before that, she suay suay kanna H1N1 virus during last June Saturday when I am in camp. Which make me impossible to meet her last weekend. I missed DF group meet out. So guy let meet out soon at a open area. Lolx....

Anyway, I meet out with Bee Har after her quarantine for 7 day. Of course and abit lame, she is fine now and sound like Ms Bee Har like before. We met for a dinner at 6pm but Melvyn can't join us early and decided to ask him not to come as Bee Har wants to go home early. Although I have not been eating Xin Wong cafe for a long time, I still feel that it is still crappy as usual. Yes, camwhoring is a must for my dismount week.

Bee Har was cut into half due to my degrading camwhore skill. Sorry Bee.

Bee Har took this picture when I was eating, after seeing this I was like WTF. I am stoning while eating. So Bee Har, next time warn me before you take any picture of me ok?

This picture is taken with my camwhore King's hand. Nice right?(I think the apps is good la. Not me.)

If you do remember one of my entries about Singa the Lion. This is his new image.

Yes, Singa the Lion is wearing the mask to educate people about wearing mask when they are sick. So next time if they were to promote safer sex, he will wear condom on himself?

Hmmm.... I want to see.

So I am like the other rest of them

Yup, I am a human after myself. So you must be wondering why I am saying this right? I am talking about the death of Michael Jason and my reaction to it. I started to listen to his album and keep playing in my mp3.

I was saying about my mother and brother about it last week. Because of their sudden interests in MJ after his death. I was telling my mother about how they being so in MJ because of his death, not their idol or what. Everyone seems to get on to this MJ trends, didn't want to lose to anybody else. Which I was telling her why do you had to support the person when he is no longer there? There is no way you can let the person know that you are supporting his work when he is dead right? Burn letter for him to read at heaven ah?

Hai, human always never learn to appreciate people around them. Maybe it's because when we need them, we can find them easily. Wait until a day, a day without that person standing your side or you can't get them. You regretted. And start to miss the days with him/her. Why do you have to do that? This is unnecessary and stupid. So a value of a person equal to how much he/she can do for you? I don't know the answer but it seems appeared to be that way. I only can tell myself to appreciate people around so I won't regret.

Ya, talking about yesterday. I went for a haircut due to my hair can't be style anymore. I didn't cut much because my hair is growing very slow. I suddenly feel that I am be bald in another 10 years time. Ah~~~~~~ Went with Roy and ZZ for supper. And yes, they came over my house and play. However, ZZ seems to be a game retard. Alot of games he can't master. I don't know whether the games have steep learning curves or because he has short attention span. We changed game very very fast because of that. After the games, we went for a supper @ macdonald which ZZ got a summon. Well, I feel bad about it. Wanted to sponser him $10 but he rejected. I think I will treat him something during camp ba.

Ya, for this picture. We spend like 15 mins taking a good one and only one.

Excited but...

I am pretty excited about getting my new iphone tomorrow. Everything I do seem to have a but. Yes, but I have to wait for 6 hour for that F**king phone. Yawn, I don't know whether should I go early and queue since I am meeting Kai Lin and Kai Lee at 3pm. I told Kelly to join me in the queue at 10am so I won't look like a lonely loser geek who has no life. I am a geek chic. Ok, I am really wasting money on these technology stuff. Maybe I am not, I am just brand conscious or I am just have some retail therapy. Lolx, I don't really want to queue alone. Imagine I stone there for like 5 hours there. I think I will simply come crazy when I meet up with them.

Yup, I just met Rostina and my poly friend for a simple dinner. Rostina just got married last week. Haha, I can see that she is really happy. Then she went on tell us about her husband and how she cry badly through out when she watched transformer the movie. Yeah, it sounds like damn weird right. Haha, which part of transformer 2 is touching? That part that the lead almost have sex with that robots ah? Well, she said when she saw that part when the lead have to leave the parent for collage and his mother was crying. That happened to Rostina when she got married last week. Lol, In case you guy wonder who I am talking about, Rostina is my poly lecturer who is quite close with us. She is going for honeymoon next week, so good luck and enjoy your holiday.

It has been a long time since we meet with a lecturer. Times files so fast and I realise that the junior is graduating soon. I don't remember I leave school for so long. It seem so yesterday and I sound more bitch then. It seem that I bitch people without noticing that I am being bitchy. Damn, I think I now Level 60 in bitching. Two more level to Arch-Bitch. Ok, I know I am lame. Lol.



Ok, the typography really suck.

Preparation for Saturday

I think I am totally drained off. Spending my whole day at the computer arranging my song file nicely so that my new baby will have a nice music interface. I can see myself not sleeping well in another 2 more days. Lol, I think it is worth it unless it give me more problem than creating the nice new feel.

I will keep you guy update again. =)

All stuff break loose

As I was saying, all stuff of mine started to give me alot of problem this month. Especially my Gucci wallet which drop into a pail of washing plate and well, you know the answer. Shall not discuss more about my wallet, it only make my heart aches even more.

Beside my wallet in poor condition, my Crumpler sling bag have a slight tear at the back. Now exposing the green interior cloth. Damn it, why can't they spoil after I ORD. Then I will have more money to get them rather getting something I don't want because of my budget. Although it is a small cut, it is enough to pierce through my heart.

From A subsidiary of World Bitches Organization

To make thing even worse, my bloody sandal and slipper kanna stolen by some F***er. Don't let me catch the person wear my slipper, I will make sure I charge him and let him extend him ORD.

Anyway, I found this weird cardbots face at one of the bus-stop. I wonder who dump such cute thing there.

Retard me @ Orchard Centre

Imagine I am playing and doing such idiotic moves in the restaurants itself. Don't I love attention. Lolx, In case anyone of you doesn't know what the hell I am playing. It is called WarioWare on DSi. This is the example of the game.

Hate is... (New Ed)

I think the font is abit weird, so I make some changes.

Tweets is for porn!

Well, I have to say I am addicted to twitter now. Goodbye face... but wait, something is not right about the twitter. SOMETHING is not right. Anyway, when someone follows you on twitter, you will click on their profile and wonder why they are interested in your life. However, when the moment you realized that it is just an advertisement bot that add you randomly, I felt cheated and betray. Wait, you guy guess what is the advertisment about?



Yes, porn and more pornography. I have no idea why there are more and more such stuff on the twitter which I can say safely that I won't never faced such problem in facebook.

I guess I am leave with no choice, either I continue to ignore it or to tweet off from twitter itself. I still love you, face.... *BANG*(face slam by a book.)

Hate is...

Bored at home and I have nothing else to do. Since I want to update some of my portfolio. So I created this.




It is now on sale at jiaxiangdreaminginhisowndreamstudio.com

1 year ago...

1 years ago, I was still taking a ferry to a unknown place in singapore. A place which changes me for who I am. A place that I grow up and deal things myself. Although I am quite sian of my life at work, I am still glad that I am there to stay through a period which I have to bite through hard.

Video for Jonna

June Update

Updates, Updates, fresh from ahjia's tiring mind. Well, I am kind of tired due to I just come back from duty not long ago. But I still decided to do some update for the May since it is the hectic month so far for the year.


I just to take time to thanks all my friend who really cares about me and my grandmother. She is now fine and just discharge from the hospital. Thanks. Recently, I gotten quite hot-tempered and sometime emotional. Perhaps, because I still have no idea where I am heading after my NS. I wanted to further studies in Aust (This is the more affordable place that I can go.) But then, still, money and the thing I will learn are the worries I had.

I think I might be overacting sometime or maybe I do need a break from all these thing for awhile before I can make any major decision. Hai, I think I am getting fatter le. I can feel my tummy coming out.

Sex and the Twitter

Recently, I was kinda of addicted to twitter as there is so much stuff on it. It ranges from personal life to your interest group and last but not least sex. I was shocked when I see that on twitter and I soon realised twitter become a place for cybersex. These are the twitter who write and share photo that is sexually(I can't say that but these twits do sound like.) To respect the people who have no respect for themselves, I censored away their name.

*1st image is a lady page and the 2nd image is a guy one*



So what is next for twitter?

Off Day 2

Woke up almost the same time as yesterday partly because my idiotic brother kick my bloody toes and now it still hurts. Things doesn't goes my way for these two day, everything that I planned to do is last minute cancel due to my grandmother is under critical condition. I was planning to meet one of my friend for a coffee session but then after I called the hospital for a update. The doctor updated me about her conidtion and next moment I am in TTSH.

I feel very gulity that I make Gabriel come all the way down to Compasspoint and meet me for 5 mins and even send me down to TTSH then left. Really touched by him, seriously. My grandmother is still under stable condition but still consider under low.

I am tired mentally, making decision treatment for my grandmother and informing everyone about what is happening but this is the time I must be stronger to protect my loved ones from get hurt. It is time to grow up. I need good rest after this.

Off Day 1

Today is my first day of my off, looking forward to the day itself but then my grandmother suddenly had a fever and start breathing very fast. No choice, I have to cancel all my appointment and thing to do to send her to TTSH. Luckily I made the right choice to call wei shan, she really help me alot by making the right choice without wasting any time. When I reached TTSH, her temperature is 40 degree which is fucking high and I keep pestering the nurse to attend to her first.

My whole morning is spend at TTSH, then I head for NYP to find all my lecturer who I didn't see them for months. Haha~ Enjoy myself talking and looking at some of the student work. I was very amazed by both good and very bad work. Hehe, I think I am like that when I was in school last time.


I realised that I need to spend sometime to think about some unsettled stuff. Just like Ms Ong said, ask yourself why you can't let go of it? Then each time you faced it, you will get stronger. So I think tomorrow I will start my Off day 2 by myself. I think I should get someone to go out with me.

Sunday, NTUC and Melvyn

Weekend is always short, once I blink my eyes, the next moment it is mounting week again. Why? Anyway, it is not that bad after all. I do enjoy myself very much specially being shuai during the Saturday and only that day. The rest is history. Wake up quite late in the afternoon because of the overhang last night.

I went to Hougang Mall to get some book in stuff, some stuff I have to drag for months and now it is done. So to reward myself by buying some waffle and come by the cake shop opposite the Bus Interchange.
"Auntie, I want Chocolate 95, full tank." I almost tell auntie that, I feel like I am in some Petrol Station pumping petrol in my car. Weird! but shu an can understand auntie language.

Back to track, I should shop for my book in stuff, I went over to NTUC. Due to my policy of not take any plastic if I can, I stuff all the thing in a small yellow bag.

Act healthy with all those fresh fruit and vitagen but hiden with alot of unhealthy foods.

Am I asking too much?

Recently, I begin to ask myself this question?

Am I asking too much from them?

Seriously, am I? Talk to Jonna about this last week and she told me this. "If you keeps expecting returns in everything, then the thing you doing to others won't be genuine from your heart." I do agree with what Jonna said but I am not God. Sometime or most of the time, I want to be appreciated by the thing I do. Yeah, appreciation is the word to describe what I want.

Everyone knows that thing won't turn out the way they wanted. Just leaving them disappointed times and times, again and again. It is too much I asked, I doubt so but it seems like I really over did this time. Should I hide and withdraw myself to help them? Or I just continue to be a easily disposable rubbish to them?

Time with myself

Seriously, I sometime wondered what did I wrong in my life or past life to suffer this kind of thing. I don't why I am so unlucky at times, do I owe you something? I though I already repay back plus extra interest and what else you still want?

Jia Xiang's 22nd Birthday

Getting older and older each year doesn't seem to bother me anymore this year. Maybe I will feel that when I reached 30. Anyway, yesterday was not a bad day after all. No tou po neither there is any birthday surprises for me. I start my birthday during my duty alone at the station singing "祝我生日快乐". This is the first time I fully understand the feeling of that person. (Kidding la)

Sometimes I think that I gave too much hope on a person. Every April of the year, I keep thinking about whether that person will remember my birthday or not. But it only disappointed me. Especially when I had done(doing) alot of thing for that person, then I appeared to be like some unimportant insurances paper hanging around. So when terrible thing happened, I am there to cover them and shelter them. I start to ask myself, "For what? They are not paying me insurances fees." I don't have the answer anymore and forget why and what make me do that. This year is a special year with no cake, no candle and no wishes. Not really no wishes made, but it was a rush wish made during Bee Har's birthday.

Maybe because of these differences this year, birthday wishes seem to be more special. It is still my DF especially Shan who called me up and sing Happy Birthday song to me (Thanks, Shan I am really touched.) sock hoon, shu hui, kelly, kai lin, Jonna who sms me over at Aust and the effort to wait until midnight and alot more to thanks.

This year my wish is much more simpler and much more easier to achieve.


It has been 2 years and things really change alot. Finally I know what I want now, maybe this is the best present you ever gave to me. Thanks and Happy Birthday to me.

Courtesy is in us. Let’s show it.

Hi guys and girls, it is ah jia again sharing with you guy some moral and ethical stories. Can you all still remember Singa the Constipatio... I mean Courtesy Lion. Well, it has been almost 9 years since the replacement of the Singa to Singapore Kindness Movement.
However, you can still see the Singa at orchard now. I don't what it is trying to promote since his disappearance (Out of job) since 2000. Maybe the current recession result in he getting more new job (Cheap labour).

So can I ask you guy when is your last time being Courtesy to anyone? Can't remember or you have been do it (which I seriously doubt all my friend will do that, so pretend I didn't ask.) Anyway, I gave my priority seat to a guy after looking at the signboard thinking that he will fit into the last icon. For those who still have no idea about what is priority seat, I will explain in short. Priority seat are for people who is Pregnant woman, Families with baby, Handicapped and Erectile Dysfunction uncle. Courtesy is in us. Let’s show it.

Poor thing, so young.

Passion of the Lomography

It has been awhile since I really did some very nice picture. I love to take photos and also Cam whoring but the environment around me restricted my passion. (OK, I have been giving excuse. I think I am lazy to bring my SLR out.) Recently, when I am browsing through one of my PC’s flickr. I was surprised to see his work, it is really nice especially his thoughts when creating such work. Amaze by him and reignite my passion for photography again.

I was quite sad when I developed my Fisheye yesterday. It turns out to be such a disappointment as I have a very high expectation for it. Maybe this is the first time I using colour sides and I should be aware of the ISO isn’t high enough to take photo in dim lighting environment. Next time, only take photo outdoor when the sun is shooting harmful UV rays or set to long exposure. Seriously, I have not done any design recently. I think I should start one pretty soon.

Anyway, I have a blog over wordpress. I still considering about moving it. http://bitchdiary.wordpress.com/ but once I figure out I might change.

Impulsive, my best friend.

Sometime I wondered why I am so impulsive on doing thing. It seems like my life is filled with it. It always make all the planning gone to waste. That why, (Ya, my excuses is here again...) I seldom plan ahead since can't get hold of my schedule and best friend.

Seriously, I need to plan especially for my on the thing that I want to do in the future. Although I got a year or so to do that. I still think I am running out of time. Hai, I am looking forward for this weekend. Trying hard not to overspend on food now. But it seems hard to do so. Pray Hard for me.

Happy Meal

Sometime, I really feel like a Happy Meal. Someone who make you happy and time cheer your day up. However at the end of the day, I will be left behind with all the burger wrapping, waiting to be disposed.

I have no idea why I feel that way. Seriously, I think that I am getting emo in my blog. Trust me, I am not emo. Maybe I am bored that why I am writing such entries. =)

Awfully Early 22th Birthday Celebration

Yes, I know this is way too early to celebrate my bloody 22th birthday. Well, it is just a small gathering with my DF and one extra guy, ya I think I really left him out. Too bad, he should know that when I called him to come. And he is the one who want to know my friend. A celebration with some homecooked food and chao-ta pasta sauce. Seriously, you guy should be thankful that the rest of the food is ok. Haha~ This time I had little faith in my cooking, err most of the time.

Why are you telling me this?

Seriously, I had enough of your nonsense. Why are you telling me this? If you are happy, I am happy for you. Am I overreacting to this, this is the least thing to hear from you.

Free Hug Day

It is always good when there is cute girl for a free hug.

But Do you want?

I kiss the boy and I like it... Okay, Lame...

Browsing the Web

Earth Hour (The power is YOURS! {Yup I am lame about Captain Planet})

Well, I don't really feel like myself writing such environmental issues especially on my blog. I feel so PAP when I decided to write this entry about Earth Hour. (remember to vote for me for this coming election... Lolx)

I wonders how many of my friend will ask me why I decided to write this. Hmmm, ok forget about it since my readership isn't a lot and if I continue to think I will crack my head. I realised not many of my friends are really concern about the environment, often they are thinking about it that it won't affect them much. Seriously, ask yourself. Not even a single bit? Do you realise that you have the temperature is rising like nobody business these recent years? Do you also realise that the disease are getting stronger? Let me add in one more for you all. Natural disasters are getting bigger and killing more people than it ever did.

What the reason, it is really global warming effect?? I don't know how true is that but what I know is that the air that I am breathing in right now is getting dirtier by each F**king day. Prices of the oil, gas and electricity are soaring high enough as though you are using cold hard cash to burn for fuel.

"Nahz, one person won't change the whole vicious cycle.", some of you might said. Then alright, everyone give $10 to me each month since you are blindly paying those company. Enough of my whining, back to the topic of the event, Earth Hour for those who are interested.


Earth Hour is an annual international event created by the WWF (World Wide Fund for Nature/World Wildlife Fund) that asks households and businesses to turn off their non-essential lights and electrical appliances for one hour to raise awareness towards the need to take action on climate change.

This is to express that individual action on a mass scale can help change our planet for the better. So I asking you guy to join the World in this coming Earth Hour at

8:30PM Saturday 28 March 2009



One person's action counts and our planet are worth saving.


For more information, log on to http://www.voteearth2009.org or click on the side ads on my blog. Thanks =)

MY SO-CALLED LOVE

I love you because





































































Is this love?

My Every Alternate Weekend

Well, as my title say, I only come out once every alternate week. So sometime, it feel like the lunar 7th month where all the hungry ghost is released out. Everytime without fail, I will confirm go out to have a feast. It is like eating without control, eat whatever and whenever I want or like. Because of this bad habit, I grow until 68kg this week. Fuck, I am going to cut down my diet now or train and turn it into muscle. Then I will become a DreamBoy for everyone.... (Dreaming in process) Ok, back to reality, I never really exercise much. I think have to start soon, really soon. Ok, tomorrow. Shouldn't talk but no action is done.

Anyway, let me briefly bring you through my two days of my break.

半情歌

I had been watching You are my Destiny for this whole week. I love this song that is from this show. Please enjoy =)



花 接受凋零
風 接受追尋
心的傷還有一些不要緊
我接受你的決定

你將會被誰抱緊
唱什麼歌哄他開心
我想著天空什麼時候會放晴
地球不曾為誰停一停

你的明天有多快樂不是我的
我們的愛是唱一半的歌
時間把習慣換了
傷口癒合
也撤銷我再想你的資格

你的祝福 一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人殘念的總是未完成的
我只能唱著一半的歌

我的明天快不快樂都是我的
我們的愛是唱一半的歌
時間把習慣換了
傷口癒合
也撤銷我再想你的資格

你的祝福 一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人殘念的總是未完成的
另一半的歌

Valentine day with you........

all those stupid campmates... Lolx. Yup, my valentine day fall on my duty week. I guess it is not a bad thing after all. No need to go out and see all those lovebirds flying around me like fly.

Ok~, i admit that i am jealous of them. Who ask me to be single for so long. Anyway, I spend my day with my campmate eating candle light dinner with dry ice around. (candle=smoking, dinner =pasta mania) Beside those smoke, eating pasta on that day seen to be quite nice. Have to be thankful about the thing i had. Let pray hard next year, I wont be sitting on the same place having the same dinner.

Tuesday Night with Melvyn

When is your last time that you saw your whole table filled with food that you barely can finished? Haha~ I always enjoyed myself when I dine at the ichiban sushi with good food, full stomach and super fresh salmon. Yummy, I met out with mel mel for some shopping trip since both of us are free. Let enjoyed the food we ate. Haha~

TGYMIF (Thanks Guan Yin Ma is FRIDAY!)

Yup, it is Friday and I am sort of release out for my weekend. Feeling so shiok and nice this time around. Caused I got alot of thing I wanted to do. Anyway, I went to city hall for my lunch almost 3pm after my Appointment at SGH. I waited 2 hours to see a doctor and he only see me for 5 mins. It is like WTF. You guy should see how I eat that day, so unglam furthermore, there was a group of cute girl infront of me. (I can sense that they are bitching happily about me.) Who cares, but I do. T-T

I meet Bee Har and Melvyn for some gambling session in the night. I was amazed that was my first gambling session in my CNY. Haha, I am so kuai la. I treating as a leisure activities so I bet $1 every round (I only use two dollar as my base) well, I won about $17 from Ms Bee Har. Haha. So you know as usual, my leg gotten swollen due some reason after that. Bee har got herself a dog, personally I find that dog quite cute but he keep scratching my clothes.

BB(bee har's dog name) look scary on that picture but I lazy to use photoshop edit.

Anyway, her dog bed has photo of the dog and it looked like Sheng Tai.

Untitled Bitching Session

Hey you, yup, you. Don't give all the shit that you faced this past few week ok? I am not your fucking bitch, so you better not hang your shit on me. Hey, You think that everyone in the world owe something right. Better wake up your idea. I know I know I am three years old when you doing your NS. Hence, you think I don't what you thinking ah? Can you see that wall, go bang yourself on it.

So, have you woke up from your egoistic dream of being a bastard?



I have enough of people giving me attitude because of their lousy day or they think that they are older, more Superior than me.
Please next time, look at yourself before going around giving other trouble. If you can't, stop find me cause I won't want to spoil my lovely day because of you.

Taiwan Trip's Photo

Finally, I updated my Taiwan Trip's Photo. I hope you guy will enjoy this video.

Pre-Chinese New Year Preparation

Well, I guess everyone is busying preparing for this coming CNY. Same here, I was packing up my room and at the same time doing spring cleaning on my computer too. Yet, Chinese New Year is coming closer now. So I decided to come out with this entry to help people to get through this lovely holiday without burning their pocket. (Especially during this recession period.)

During CNY, it is a must to have at least some snack on the living room table. Hence, I come out with Top 3 saving list that you die die must have.
Number 1
A sweet that love by generation of kids, adult. Let me present to you.

The White Rabbit Creamy Candy.




Well, after the Melamine contamination incident, it will be selling cheaply at any old mama shop. It is still safe to eat as it required to eat 27 sweet a day, for many year that have any ill effort on you.


Number 2
BakKwa from Kampong Glam. I saw that when I visiting some friend last time. They are selling around 30 plus per kg. Cheaper than any shop in chinatown somemore it is Halal. *Another tips, try to cut your Bak Kwa as small as you can to make it look like it is alot(1 cm by 1cm).



Number 3
Worrying about buying Mandarin oranges as the price rises up like mad. Don't panic, you can get this.

A Orange Tree.... It doesn't only enhances your CNY moods, you can also use the oranges for house visiting. Cool right.

Anyway, that conclusion my CNY special for my Loved one. Happy Niu Year =)