I guess there are tons of blogs writing about bits and pieces of their life in 2007. Well, I shouldn't be left out in such good day to bitch about my 2007. Haha~
I can said that 2007 is a year which I started to grow up, why did I said grow up? Cause there is alot of thing happened that make me realised how naive I am. For example, I think that going for attachment will be an easy job to complete without any sweat. The job and stuff over there make me think that thing is not as easy as it seems to be. Always thing and phrase sentences well so that you won't get into trouble. Growing up life make me feel damn plastics, being polite or over caring make you look plastic even though it came straight from your heart.
I just don't want to care about what people feel about me however due to my super over-sensitive sense, I tend to care too much about those idiot feeling. I know that being sad can't change anything, but I cant help to be honest with myself.
In 2007, I realised being single is like smoking, harmful to the environment that filled with all the lovebird. I feel damn weird whenever I go out with my friend and her boyfriend. Going in pair is still better however if we go out just only three of us, it is like bring out a lamppost out around. So I concluded that single hood is harmful to yourself and others, stop single hood.
In 2008, I must grow up more, to be more stronger, to be more brave in whatever stuff I do. Once I fall, I must know how to stand up and I will stand up quick and I must not lose whatever I believe. All the best to me and my friends for the coming 2008. Good bye my 2007, thanks for the wonderful memories that I had and the precious lesson that I learn. Goodbye to you, hope that all your dream come true and always be happy. =)Life is like a box of chocolate box, you will never know what you get next unless you brought a whole box of almond chocolate. Haha, I like almond chocolate.
Monday, December 31, 2007
Last day of 2007
Friday, December 28, 2007
Slavery
I feel like working this company is like a slave. I have to keep checking my bloody email so that whenever any of my company people needs me, they can find me anytime. Throwing anything that they want me to do. This one week itself, I have to complete Three project. I am dying soon.
I feel so restless, my boss keep saying "Gimme more", my designer want to tear me into "Piece Of Me" and finally my supervisor asking me to do "Everybody" work before his. I am now as "Hot As Ice". (Song title of Britney Spears's album Blackout)
Lame as usual...
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas to all my friends, destined friendship click, DD05, Shannon, bimbos and idiots. Once again, Christmas is here and there are more crowds and crowds in the Orchard Road. People buying thing like there is no tomorrow. Luckily, I didn't celebrate my Christmas at Orchard this year. Siting at our cosy carpark at WeiShan's house.
This year, we have Pot Luck and everyone cooked something to add on to our Christmas Feast. The food was too much due to everyday cooked more, so we have difficulties eating up all the stuff. (Sorry Bee Har) Sorry Sock Hoon that I didn't get you any Christmas gift for you this year due to some mistake. Sorry Sorry!
I got myself, some chocolate from ShuAn, Jie Fang, Sock Hoon and Kar Woon. A card from Jie Fang and a bag of secret chocolate from ShuHui. My Secret Santa is Serene. Thanks for the SPA Package and thing you write. Haha~ Thanks. Gracia for the Card and Paper Rose you made.
Although I didn't get anything for myself but I do enjoy my Christmas with my click of friend and you on my heart.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Love is...
Ah Dan (Daniel) was telling me this over the phone yesterday about loving someone. He say
"爱一个人就是要他开心,那你就开心了。" (Loving someone is about seeing him/her happy, then you will be contented.)
It hit my heart as this is the thing that I wanted but it got lost after I got trapped in my own thoughts over and over again. I finally find back the thing I wanted, I still feel unsure but now I feel much more better. It will be over soon I guess, try not to let myself forget or lose the promise I made.
Sorry if I make any of my friend worried, although I keep saying the same thing over and over again. Thanks for not being irritated by the same reason everytime I gave.
Monday, December 17, 2007
All I want for Christmas is....
Haha, Christmas is coming. I will be listing down although I would have money to buy until certain week in Jan when my come back to Singapore after his vacation. Perhaps some kind soul will buy for me(wait long long ah~)
I am not very greedy. I first start with some light, I would like to have a book on complete manual of Typography. Quite interested on Typography as something that I have been using through out my life have alot of meaning thing that I never notice in the past. Secondly, I am extremely weak in choosing the correct typeface to use. Perhaps I don't have confident in doing it ba.
My second wishlist is a Lomography camera (FishEye camera)
I feel like getting one for myself ever since we give that camera for Edward's 21th birthday. I should go get Edward's card to get 20% off for this camera if I getting it by this week. However Lomography is expansive cause it used flim. But do you think I cared?
Third wishes is an ipod touch, wow, it is cool and damn chio.
Willy, Nichelle and Edward already got it le... Damn it... T.T
My Fourth Christmas wishlist is a serect, I will be telling you guys and girls perhaps soon face to face.
My Fifth wishes, everyone will be happy and safe and sound especially you... :)
And Thanks Dan for enlighten me today.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Frozen
Everything seems to change alot for the past six months, the only thing that stay the same seems to be only me. Frozen in times, reluctant to change and still hoping things will come back to its original position. Too wrong sometime, too bad sometime cause nothing will go back to its initial stage. Everyone seems to move on, but yet I am still at this old place of memories by myself.
KFC is not idiot proof...
Wow, once again. Knowing how to eat KFC make me feel like I am more cleverer than others. Let me further explain how it happened.
I went out with Sock Hoon, Wei Shan and Kai Woon(I figure quite some time for his name..) for some dinner and chit chat. I went to KFC for our dinner, sock hoon and her boyfriend were discussing what to eat whether what to eat. Then Sock Hoon asked me,

Then after, I will putting back some tomatoes sauce that I didn't use and at that time, sock hoon's bf was at the counter buying some food. Then Sock Hoon said "Hey, I want the tomatoes sauce." Then, I commented that her bf will simply get her that. And we also said that her bf will be smart enough to take tomatoes sauce.
However, and sadly, idiotic-ness is contiguous...
Her boyfriend never get anything sauce for her. I should stay 10 feet away from sock hoon and FV before becoming stupid. Haha~
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Contradicting Thoughts
i think Maybe you still miss me
i think Maybe you still love me
i think Maybe you still want me back
But one thing I know for sure
I am just not perfect for you.
Monday, December 10, 2007
A compilation of craps
Today is a really a crappy day, I have my crappy experience of life as a design student. Shall not talk about it cause I find it no point telling online. Haha~
After my work, I went out to meet Nichelle, Edward and Sze Sing for some dinner. Then we started to crap alot of things out like school life, bitching people and more. So when we were eating dinner at the Hong Kong cafe, Sze Sing can't finished her Beef Bee Hoon and she asked whether I can eat or not.
I am a Buddhist with Taoist influences and I reply her that I can't eat la but I don't really mind as I am eating meat, so there is not different between eating beef and chicken as I am still killing. Then Sze Sing was like shouting "No, No later Guan Yin Ma come and punished you how?"
As I turned and look at her, she was with her bun like tissue paper and a holy water like lime water, splashing her lime water at me. (Sorry, Guan Yin Ma) Then she begin with her crappy thing about eating beef and get different kind of punishment which I can't really remember. Edward commented that she look like a nurse... (Naughty Edward huh!)
Then I recall did a model making that looks like Futuristic Guan Yin Ma...
After Sze Sing's crap, we started to shift our focus to Edward. We feel that he really look like Yang Zhong Wei, one of the Taiwanese Star Search guy from Xin Guang Dao...I think is because of his dressing don't really look like him today. Haha~
He also look like one of the chipmunk in Alvin the ChipmuckS...
Saturday, December 08, 2007
Worst day of the month
Today wasn't a very good day to start with, I though after complaining how my friend end up not meeting me everything will be fine. But I am way too wrong, thing gotten much worse.
I was on my way to utterrubbish exhibition with my cousin which I asked her out since noone wanted to go out with me.(She wasn't my backup friend or not) Just that I really need someone to accompany me so that my day won't more rotten. Surprisingly, when I reached City Hall, I realised that my SLR didn't have a memory card. Most importantly, I was about to go in. Damn it. I really blow up and I called my brother and quarrel with him. At that point of time, I was really tired and I completely no moods to go to any design festival. I really want to go home, I didn't know why I feel like crying. I feel so useless.
A rotten-ful day for a rotten person. I also feel like an utterrubbish
Pissed Off
I am really pissed off when I woke up this morning knowing that Mr Daniel has decided not to go out with me. The problem of me being pissed off is because I have to sms him to ask whether he is going out with me or not. I don't like the feeling of knowing thing last minute when you have plenty of bloody time to tell me.
Why? I don't understand why. It is because I am not friend enough, or not handsome enough to go out with you? Or your girlfriend/boyfriend is more important than me that you have to accompany them for 365 days a year.(Crap, I know they are confirm 100% more important than a useless whiner like me.)
I think maybe this is karma, cause sometime I didn't meet up with friend that I promised to but I didn't let them sms me and ask.
Another best incident happened was my friend told me that he want to meet me out for dinner but he was doing his guard duty on Friday and alot of excuses. Guess what, I called him in the night and he magically appeared in cinema watching Enchanted. Wonderful, if you don't to go out with me, just tell me straight in my fucking face that you don't want to go out. Saying something and acting otherwise won't make me happier.
Please be frank with me, don' waste time making unnecessary U-turn or detour. And Please don't treat me like a idiot or being too Barbie Doll. I hate plastic people...
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Story of a pufferfish and fat boy...
Let me tell you a story of a pufferfish and a fat boy. Once upon a time, pufferfish and fat boy were friend. Pufferfish is cute and chubby, fat boy is also annoying and think that his fat ass owns the whole world.
One day, as usual, the fat boy will disturb anyone he like as his fat ass owns the world. So he decide to poke pufferfish cause he think that she was too stupid to react. At first, pufferfish wasn't too angry with the fat boy as everyone knows fat boy is always like that. But the fat boy get worse and keep poking at the pufferfish harder.
It pissed the pufferfish and it bloated in defense. Don't know whether the fat boy don't have sense of touch or fats caused him to think slower to realise it bloated, he keep poking until he get hurt and bleed....
"Ouch, pufferfish, sometime you very hurtful one leh..." said the fat boy in agony.
By that time, pufferfish was bruised badly by the fat boy and gotten more angry when the fat boy said that.
Poor Pufferfish...
Okay, That end of the my story... I am addicted to 温岚 - 热浪... Wow~ Let heatwave...
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
3rd Day in NUS attachment
My attachment location is located at some wuloo place in NUS, I can hear bird chipping, insect whining and alot of wildlife outside. Often make me feel that I am at Ubin doing my attachment.
I killed a font today, I feel damn depressed and sad...
I dunno what is wrong with people, keep changing thing to their likes and dislikes. It is like you carrying a cute baby and come by a guy and said,
"what a cute baby. But I think maybe make his nose longer and cut off his chin and he will look like me so shuai..."
WTF, So nobody cares about your design...
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
NUS attachment
I thought that I will enjoy the period of time when I do my attachment in NUS. However I am fucking, attachment sucks. Let me briefly bring you guy through my daily suffering.
I started in the morning, waking up around 6am then follow up by some showering. Then I begin my journey to west. I took 163 to the Sengkang Bus Interchange and then take a train down to HarborFront and then Bus 188 to NUS, Lastly, I will have to take a internal Bus to my work company and a short walk there.
Ahahahahah~
I feel like I am the sims, control by my boss to do this and that... OMGYM, my social and bitching bars are turning red... I need more social and people to bitch..
When I am on my way back home, I saw someone that look like Nichelle, and I quickly woke up and take a closer look at her. Obviously, the somewhere and somehow something is not right. The T-shirt that Nichelle had she almost burst the it... SO THIS LADY CANT BE HER...
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Headache
My headache is tearing me apart, feel like vomiting for no reason but yet I still doesn't want to sleep. I don't why I am forcing myself to stay wake, with no project to complete, no ones to chat with me.
Perhaps sleeping early is the only way to make me feel better...
I will to be better...
Monday, November 19, 2007
Last offcial day in school
This is the last official day in school, enjoying myself with some of my friends at the school library cafe. Chit- chatting around, bitching around, I wished I can skipped attachment. Below are some of picture I took.As you can see, most of them are busy eating. Haha~
Christmas is coming, excited but yet sad.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
100th Entries: A new beginning
Finally, schooling life is over le... Spending almost 2 and 1/2 years in NYP is really fun and tiring at the same time... I started to miss school so much as I will be going NUS for my attachment. It is a company located inside NUS...
I think I will miss Willy's cough and his child-like behavior, Kai Lin's sarcastic comment on everyone and me, Kelly's Malaysian Chinese, Nichelle treating me like a sandbag, Edward's lame joke and his reaction, Siti's bimbotic actions, Effie 's idiot rights, Wira's rubbish, Jonna's nose, Siji's back, Sze Sing's shocking looks. I really miss alot of Mr Jie Wei's Lame funny jokes and LaoDa's cough. I don't know after we all graduated will us meet out again?
A new beginning of my life is starting soon and I started to realise I can't waste anymore time, I will try to go out with my Friends as much as I can. Enjoying moments with them especially the fun and NO government acts...
I don't feel like going to attachment... Hai~ But I believe I can do well for my attachment, So let jia you for everything you guys are doing. Or you will be like me, regretting that I didn't accompany my friends out recently and now there is less chances le... Guys and Gals and Bimbo and a idiot, must meet out ok?
Thursday, November 08, 2007
99th Entries : I miss my hair...
I miss my bloody hair... I now look like a butch...
Took some picture with Nic, Jo, Sit, FV, Siji, Willy in the library's cafe...
Until now, I still dunno why FV want to give mi that face, to me, it looks scary look like some doll...
Saturday, November 03, 2007
98th Entries : Disney's The Year of a Million Dreams
I was browsing through Disneyland's website just now , then I realize there is an event called The Year of a Million Dreams. Some activities about giving dreams and dreams do come true...
Haha, I guess I kinda of psycho by the all the video I watched, can't wait to go to Disneyland one day... (I am a still a kid...)
Then I went to another site when famous artistes posing as some of the Prince and Princess in the Disney's classic Fairytale... Here is the picture I found...
"Where every Cinderella story comes true"I don't wan to be a maid cleaning through my entire teenage life, facing hideous stepsister and marry some prince with fetishes for glass slipper(Cause he only want to marry that girl who can fit into that shoe...)...
I don't think I would like to be Cinderella in the DisneyLand cleaning the palace and the walkway... Or a wife with habits cleaning the whole house every 5 or 10 mins. That is freaking weird...
Last Wednesday, we attended Kelly and Jeff's wedding at school due to their low budget...
With no Double-Stories Wedding cake and it is at school... Budget sia...Sunday, October 28, 2007
97th Entries: Elmo is an IDS Star....
Being the current hottest star in Integrated Design Studio, Elmo has been a favorite toy in school. Have you wondered why Elmo doesn't have teeth?
Look at the below video and you will know the answer...
My lecturer was telling us that
Albus Dumbledore is gay....
Yup, that Headmaster In Harry Potter... I though my lecturer is crapping until I read one of the article about on xiaxue's blog (Well, she is another crappy slut so her information can be totally crap sometime...) and I went to another website to find.... I am quite shocked but I kinda of heck care cause I wasn't a big fan of Harry Potter... So to me is Ok that he is gay...
To my horror, I recently found out that
Elmo is also gay...
OMGYM (Oh my Guan Yin Ma)
These are some of the evidences....

Can you imagine Elmo gaying with Dumbledore?
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
96th Entires: Blog hopping
Well, well, I was blog hopping around my friends' blog and I found out something very interesting... Hmmm, it came to me as a shocked but I think it is fun for my schoolmates look at it caused not much people see that before
So, do you find this guy familiar?
Enjoy the youtube video on Tony and GAY hair show =)
Monday, October 22, 2007
95th entires: Living With Bitch 3
Last Friday, Sze Sing went back to school to help out the two ultimate bimbos team to do their work. Sze Sing decided to treat us KFC but we just have our dinner then. But I still ate two pieces of chicken. =p
Suddenly, a blur blur voice coming out from F.V
Effie: "Huh~ Why don't have wings one, I like to eat wings lor...."
Sze Sing looking at her with the amaze look: "Which idiot will go buy wings to eat at KFC?"
Effie with her idiotic right: "Me la"
Well, I don't expect such a stupid answer from her but NEVER under-estimated an idiot... She continue with her chicken wings theory and how nice it can be... Then Siti started to say
"If you live in kampong and you wan to eat 8 KFC Wings then you have to kill 8 chicken leh..."
Ok, Another bimbos spotted, 8 chicken wings come from 8 chicken. So one chicken only have one wing... One word, Bimbo-tic...
Fattening Week... Hai~
Friday, October 19, 2007
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Entires 93 : Lazy me
I am too lazy to write blog today, so I just update some photos I took last week =)
Saturday, October 13, 2007
92th entries : Birthday's Celebration
Last night I went to Aloy's birthday celebration in a KTV bar or pub. As usual, everyone started to come super late and filled with people that I don't really know. Haha~ For the whole night, I only sing one song and some part of the song. I am kind of shy as there will be alot of people looking at you while you sing.
I am surprised to see advertisement inside the KTV bar, somemore the advertisement is about pain-killer.
I have no ideas why they will choose to advertise their stuff in such KTV bar. Maybe you after drink some alcohol and you still wan to get high can take some pain-killer to make you more high. Or when you have hangover the next day then you can take some.
Imagine you are enjoying singing your favorite song and suddenly some out of place advertisement come out...
Well, I think it is really kinda of stupid and dumb, don't what they are doing.
Let me guess, maybe their next promotional area will be in primary school promoting their latest product.
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
91th Entries: Elmo's Last Laugh
This the 91th entries for my blog, surprisingly I didn't stop for a year or plus like last time... Haha~ This is maybe the only thing I changed since last year... Hmmm.... studio life have make me to think things differently like that lame video of the elmo one... I am really bored and basically very bored thus this video is created with the help of Ms Kai Lin and Ms Kelly's Emlo puppet...
Stay tune for more lame video and entires up to the first 100th entries by me... Hope I can do something about my blog... If I have that bloody time... Haha...
Enjoy the video... =)
Saturday, October 06, 2007
Friday, October 05, 2007
Living with Bitch 2

Second episode of Living with bitch...
living with bitch seem like a peaceful blog entry with boring picture and non sarcastic comment.. Hmmm, I will improve on it content more... Bitching skill have to improve...
Living with bitch
First episode of Living with bitch... Enjoy...
Almost get myself killed inside the room but i still need to think through more and more... Hai... here goes again... Vicious cycles of project after project...
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Song of the week
Well, it is time to introduce my song of the week. Jolin's latest album song 爱无赦, it is a song with strong feel of 台妹... Kelly and I was talking about the song being her worst song ever, quite agree with her la... However, maybe she is trying to introduce Taiwan's culture? Who knows right... Haha...
Personally, I quite the upbeat tempo, giving me a very high and fun feeling. Her clothes in the MTV look like Gwen Stefani's sweet escape... Hmmm, trend or copying?
I think she won't mind as she had been bitched since her first album... Haha... Enjoy the MTV ba
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
My big day
Today will be the day I get killed and my head will be hang on the director room's wall, everything doesn't seem right.
Giving me a what-the-hell-you-are-doing face, too bad, I decided not to bother caused I can't afford to pondering and go presentation without my work done.
For now, I can only pray that they give me a clearer view and suggestion on my work instead of bitching mi.
I am feel like not really good these few days, maybe it is because of the school work and partly some minor changes that I noticed in my life now. Like what I said, perhaps we really grown up, when people grow up, everything change.
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Me and my full of trash feeling
Feeling like lying on the floor and look upon the blue blue sky that I missed. Too bad, I can only see my lecturer black black's face if i can't finished my work
Green grasses and blue sky... Hai~ I am damn depressed...
Where is my blue blue Doraemon?
Monday, September 24, 2007
Mission M2409
Tired, sleepy and boring are my feeling now. I guess most of the people will have Monday blues. Studio life in my school is always dried and boring, everyone seems to be bored by the project that we are doing now.
Everyone is quietly doing preparation for next week Mid-crit, however I can feel that someone is pointing a sniper gun M24 SWS at me. Strong sense of if-I don’t-do-my-bloody-work-I-will-end-up-at-the-director’s-room when my lecturer gives that eerie stares.
Bang!
I am shot,
not with bullets but alot pimples growing on my fucking face…
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Sock Hoon's Birthday (23th Sept)
Sock Hoon's birthday is a big event (like Chinese New Year...) every year cause we can hardly see her most of the time. Though she is better now, I still see her like maybe once every month but still not enough. Meeting her is like booking for a dental appointment, it just have to take alot of months to get your turn to see her.
Hmmm, I suggest Sock Hoon can set up some booking system for her friends so that all of us can meet her often and at the same time she can earn money from the system. (alot of money lor...) Haha~
Hai, I didn't do much research for my current project on the elderly, I think I will get headshot by my lecturer this current Mid-crit. I feel like going to club but too bad, I think I only get the chance until next year when I graduated from poly. Meanwhile, I think I just club at home with my Song of the Week : Gimme More by Bitchy Spears.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Untitled
Alot of thing happened from last week until now, I can feel that I become more and more hot-temper. I shouldn't act like that to Zhen Wei during the chalet time as he spend too much time on the chalet trying to make it into a successful one. I am also in wrong, didn't really put myself into Zhen Wei's position.
Perhaps, we have been too selfish and greedy. Trying to make thing in our ways, the more we tried, the more we get hurt. Everything started as a happy incident, but soon ended up unhappy event.
People said, when you grow up, things will start to change. Everything change, but as long as our heart stay the same.
Just read a very meaningful stories that my friend sent me. Although I didn't get what the ending of the stories whether that both leads did get together in the end. Life is unpredictable, noone will know what will happened in the future. So, don't look back at the past, don't think about the future. Live today till the fullest and it will be the best memories that you have.
愛 不就應該是這樣單純的
為對方嗎?
Monday, September 10, 2007
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Sesame Street, Big Bird
What happened if Sesame Street is in hokkien?
Hmmm, what happened if Big Bird became lazy and people started to call him Big Lazy bird?
In lame and stupid mood, i recorded this with Kai Lin, I wanted to record Mr. Wira aka the Oscar the Grouch who has a green body, has no nose, and lives in a garbage can. But I was stopped by some sale girl.
Feeling
I thought I already lost that feeling, however, it seems to trap deep inside my body and exploded unexpectedly. I am weak, unwilling to change and stupid. Trapping in this world of myself, am I going to be ok someday...
People tends to say that you control your own life, however, it is not truth. I feel that my feeling and every thing I have is control by people around me. I have been moody since last month, being hot-tempered and I can't control myself...
why? I dunno why? why? i cant explain to myself why? why? I could how to live my life but why not?
Question started to flood my thoughts and I still standing there... Perhaps I going to drown in my thoughts...
Graduation is coming soon, I have to prepare as soon as possible. Or else I can't graduate with good portfolio...
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Monday Blues
Monday is always blue, no matter what happened, it will look like a best day to be emo. I was inside the studio slacking until Nichelle suggested for a movie. Since, we were too tired of doing our project, hence we decided to sneak out for a short break. We went around asking each other who wanted to join us for the movie. End up, it turn out to be a couple outing with a extra guy(yup, me!) following them... I am so sad... I took out my phone and try to take some video of nichelle and edward.
Hahaha... We were laughing non-stop all edward's reaction, I wondered what they do when they are alone together... Hmmm~ ok next topic...
On the bus, again with the couples scene and it seem like all the couples decided to come out during this hour. So, the whole journey, I was singing All By Myself by Celine Dion...
We watch the movie 1408, crap movie so please don't waste money on the film... Haha... We went out to eat sushi, over there, I looked extremely extra when I have to sit at the corner of the table.Ya, camera man for the day, I feel like I am taking some wedding photos...
All by myself...
Our Xiao Cao, Mr Edward Seet was doing some stunt to prove his cao-ness in school. Some shuai picture of his... Enjoy the 幕后花絮 of 校花,校草。。。
I wonder if he is selected for the top 3 if he perform the same stunt, I think the whole SDN crowd will disappeared...



