我

I, what am I?

A selfish word to express yourself?

Happiness?

What is happiness? How can you find happiness?
There is a saying that you must endure the extreme saddness so that you will know what is happiness...

Yet, Happiness is hard to get and people tend to take thing for granted... Next time when we wondering about why other people are so happy...

Asked youself first...

爱多少

我早知道会爱得受不了
就该随身带着一把剪刀
把所有我不爱的画面都去掉
是否我会更好

早知道认识你像玩高空弹跳
拉扯你,我爱的距离忽大忽小
也许认识我的时候你就知道
你对我的爱有多少

燕尾蝶

我就像燕尾蝶奋不顾身的扑火，为了短暂的快乐。
破碎的燕尾蝶还作最后的美梦，让我做燕尾蝶拥抱最后的美梦，
让我快乐让我痛。

你

搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

Hold

No matter how hard I tried to hold you...

Thing dun worked out the way we wanted...


Then i realised how stupid I am...

Just like trying to hold water with my bare hand...


Memories is like shattered mirror...

The more I want to fix back...
The more I hurt myself...

Let everything like memories, slowly fade away...

Love Maze

在这爱情的谜宫里, 我永远找不到你的心.

SuperHuman

Thanks nini, i am really okay... Just need sometime to think about something...



Karyn White - Superwoman Lyrics




Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table,
and make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream...
Your eggs are overeasy, your toast unlikely,
all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me...
Now you say the juice is sour, it used to be so sweet,
and I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me...
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting so deep,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, but it's making me weak...
I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down,
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you...
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you...
But when you get there, you just tell me you're not hungry at all,
you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk...
You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed,
I'm convinced I know the problem, you don't love me the same...
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, still I can't help but care!!!

I'm not your superwoman...(oh no no no!!!)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...(I'm only human!!!)
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

Oooh, baby!!!
Look into the corners of your mind,
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times,
but I can't be the superwoman that you want me to be!!
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me!!
I'm not your superwoman!!!!

I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

Oh!!! If you feel it in your heart and you understand me,
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me!
(hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo...)
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet,
but you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me!!!
I need love, I need just your love, I'm not your superwoman...

够不够

或许是你不够爱我，还是我做得不够？

tIred... L0ST... confUSed...

where am I?

wHy I am HeRE...?

Rot

Rotting in process with my computer...

thinking about wat to think...

I spend alot of time sitting there and think... but i dunno wat i am thinking in the end... or i just thinking too much...
(*I am still thinking why i am thinking about the thing i think...)

Me and a doll that i dunno what his name

This doll is zhen wei's birthday present... quite cute and my whole bunch of friends is crazy about him... hehe... hope i can be like that doll always smiling... or it is crying inside his heart?
i dun think so... i guess he is sleep on zhen wei bed... and poor zhen wei might be on the floor...

IT Fair

It is a boring weekend alone in the IT fair... I feel like i am lost in the crowd... Standing alone by myself... Kind of dun like this kind of feeling... I dun like the feeling of people leaving mi... especially leaving mi by myself...
Can you please dun leave mi and stay by my side...?



I tot someone celebrate some hungry ghost festival in IT fair... He shouted as though someone is bidding for blessed items... (*mean mi*)




After tat, I have sudden mood swing and started to roam around the IT fair... Cursing people who block my way and people who didnt buy thing... I have no idea why they go IT fair if they dun buy thing... realli waste of time and caused human traffic...
Soon, this bloody feeling disappeared as i walking around seeing some cute baby(feel like kidnapping them)... Haha...

I saw sze sing at the IT fair buying laptop... then i was thinking to myself... since i dun have thing to do and quite moody... y not join them... So we went around and sze sing is making some guy pei ceh... Haha... if i were the saleman... i will kill her... but anyway... she is quite ma fan... Poor Lao dao...

If i have a second chance... I wont go to IT fair... i will stay at home and wait....

Too bad, in life, there is no second chance.. mayb in the dream...
And even the cheerful guy will have his moody day...

Still moody jia...

...

爱情里头谁先落泪谁先输，一但说出为甚么， 情人就会失去继续下去的资格；当我不只是你的玩具，还失去发言权的时候， 这场爱情就让我一个人痛苦就可以。*沉默玩具



I found this on Cao ge's page at wiki which i find that it is veri true... Hai... I hope something like that wont happened... to mi and my fren...





在爱情里头总要傻过一次，才配拥有一个幸福的期待。



So... let jia you for wat you believe... I will be all my fren's angel...

Slacker at Blogger

well... i am one big slacker slacking around doing nothing at all...

sorri girl and guy, i didnt realli update my blog because i am realli lazy... everyday come back from school, my energy is totally drained off... I always sleep until the next morning... Sian ah... everyday school start from 8.30 to 5.30 and i realli have no time to go out... well i guess i should learn the 101 sleeping method from Mr. Kelvin...

People tends to sae monday blues.... my monday is filled purple(cause, abit red of anger is inside so purple la)... sometime people dunno what they are saying or doing... often it hurts and it will accumulate then exploxed at one shot...

So please... I beg u... I am still a human... although i might look nice to bully... T.T

Sad... I cried when i see one of my fren faced some problem... I feel tat i am so like her... I understand how she feel... Hai... Mayb I shld grow up... cause nothing is perfect... so is love... I have to jia you...


*ps... my blog skin suck... have to do it... but wat i need now is time...

Shld i quit slacking around as my job...?