代替

放开你的手
不管等多久
失败是成功之母
我们不怕苦
找得到路

你教我的歌
你唱歌的声
将那人潮都暗哑
甜美而优雅
好牵挂

原来思念也有生命
有呼吸 有你

扎根在我的心
像部分身体
再多的风雨
再多不允许
都不能阻挡
我们在一起

原来思念也有意义
有爱与勇气
我不在身边
就让思念代替
代替我去爱你
去呵护你

放开你的手
送你到最后
你的泪在我的胸口
不管等多久
无所求

*I must do it*

881

**Half Each, Love Remains** (click on the music)

Finally, I watched 881 with Hazel last night. I have been wondering what so nice about the show since so many reviews said so. I waited like 2 weeks to watch that show since no one wanted to watch. However, sadly, I think I give in too much hope for the movie. It wasn't that nice but still I did enjoy myself laughing at the stupid and lame scenes. I think is his style la...

I am really touched by the song perform by Liu Ling Ling and Ming Zhu Jie Mei. It is so nice that I almost cry in the show. Especially when Liu Ling Ling singing solo, I cried. Really proud of what Royston Tan have done, he bring out the culture of Singapore.

Hey, who said Singapore don't have culture, we have Singlish ah, Getai, Chao ah beng and lian and most importantly, the spirit of queuing. So don't anyhow said that we don't have, is you all don't want to admit it... Haha...

Shit, I can't get those Hokkien song out of my head, they are damn nice la...

The result of having Censorship

Censorship Board has been doing a wonderful job by keep out inappropriate contents to be screening on the normal Television programme in Singapore. However I don't really quite agree about that until I remember something happened during my Primary 5 recently.


Then, I was(I AM still) a cute, innocent and adorable boy when I was in Primary 5. Living my life as what a normal kids will. One day, when I was attending English lesson and my teacher was asking all of us to name out the song we like. And give reason why you like it but however, it must be a English song. Being naive and innocent that time when I am still young. But most importantly, I wasn't exposed to much English song.

Luckily(I thought I am that time but it isn't that lucky after all), my brother brought some English Pop Song CD which I really like some of the song. The album was Best of the Best 1999 and it is a hit in Singapore at that time.

My English standard is always like shit, I couldn't understand the meaning of the song title I really like. Hence, I check dictionary for the meaning of the word. To my horror, I almost get myself killed.


Make a guess what is the song title....?



Horny by Mousse T. Vs. Hot

It is a very nice song after all, you can't blame me for not knowing what the hell horny means right? How can a Primary 5 kid know that?

Fortunately, I didn't tell my teacher what the song I really like. Or else I can't imagine what will happened to me. I think I will sent to endless counseling until I get crazy and I bet if i do so the teacher will remember me forever.

Thanks God,after that I always check the meaning of words before I use it...
All because of the censorship board's fault...
And I am not a horny bitchy bastard...

Guys

Guy A: I got a girlfriend that can cook very well.

Guy B: I got two mirco-wave.

God-like

I was talking over phone just now and my friend was like telling me how "good-looking" he is.
He said: " I look like God."

When I paused for a moment, I replied him

"Well, since God make human to take the form of him and definitely you will look like him. However, I think you are god's failure product la..."

Still, I don't why he used that for an example. Most importantly, I picture God as some fatherly-like man around 50 plus. But I doubt how good-looking you can be when you are at that age.

*well. it is just my comment about things, I am not being anti-Christian or whatever shit*

If you don't like my entry, I am sorry... So please starbucks coffee...

***Please look at the hand***

Unproductive Holidays

This my 4th week of my bloody holiday and I still haven't enjoy it as much as I wanted... I have been sick, slacking, dreaming and wasting time...

Tuesday was a very unproductive day, I woke at 12pm in the noon and I getting ready to go town and pray at the temple... My lecturer wanted to bring her students down to some designer furniture shop to see what other people were doing. Since I am free and I am out of ideas for a competition, I decided to tag along them. They will be meet at 3pm in school and drive off from there. So I happily waiting at city hall mean time, praying hard enough that they will called me up and I could join them for the trip...

Sadly, none of them call me up. So I was like a idiot waiting for them and I need to spend 2 hours doing nothing until I meet up with Dexter around 6pm at TTSH. Hence I was on a super-bored-and-nothing-to-do mood, I decided to queue for the Donut Factory. The queue was not very long at around 4pm+ but I still spent 1 hour plus to get a few Donuts.

After queuing for it, I felt I am very stupid and idiotic. That donut wasn't really fantastic or it is made up of gold. Just some normal donut in different flavours and that all.... An hour of queuing was gone in a few bites, really stupid of me and unproductive to do so...

Hate spending time just to waste it...

Perfect Stranger

I watched Perfect Stranger last Wednesday which I feel that it is a very good movie with good storyline. Most important, it make you think about thing after watching it. I drag until today to blog is because I was too sick to think about what to write.(ok, excuses)

The overall story was about a person's secrets, everyone has a secret. One secret which they will do anything to guard over it. Best friend can turn into enemies because of each other secret they know. So, how well you know your best friend? Are they who you think they are?

Thinking of it, which means noone you can trust in the world... even your house's hamster might betray you and goes around telling people your secret... That is kinda of stupid but it might happened...

I did hear someone said this before, if you know someone about 60% that you know him quite well... You can't possible know 100% of him cause you are not him... Right?

A trip down Sengkang Polyclinic = Hell

This morning I went to Sengkang Polyclinic to do a blood test cause I suspect I might get dengue fever. I have a bad fever since last Sunday night and I went to see my family doctor on a Wednesday. Hence, he advised me to go for a blood test if i still didn't recover by this Friday...

When I reach Sengkang Polyclinic, I was already sweating non-stop and I feel utmost discomfort. To play safe, before I even starts waiting for the registration, i asked one of the receptionist about the waiting time for the dengue result. However three of them seem to be busy dealing with the old man who wanted get subsidies from the clinic itself...

Noone bother to even talk to me as I stood over that same spot for 10 minutes and I cant figure why they need three person to serve that old man which looked perfectly normal and talk whole alot of crap...

Finally, Thanks God, someone approaches me... So I told the lady about the duration of taking the dengue fever test in the polyclinic. So she said
"normally, a blood test will take at least 7-9 days"

I was stunned, too tired to bitch her back and I was telling her by that time I already die somehow or somewhere(however, wei shan told me that dengue fever won't die easily one). No choice and she can't help answering, thus she call their lab to check out the actual timing. After she finished checking and confirm that the clinic has a lab, I was already half-dead and my t-shirt is wet as though I just finished 21KM Army Marathon.

I requested for a fast queue cause in front of me there are 72 people and I cant stop sweating in an air-con room. So I went in to a room when there is a senior nurse doing accessing for people that is not feeling well and they need advance queue. I was not acting uncomforted, I was sweating like hell and feeling weak. Hence, she start measuring my temperature and said that she can't give me a advance cause I don't have a high fever. I don't know whether she has a brain or not, I was sweating and obviously the heat is evaporated. I can't blame her cause she is just doing her job but I feel like saying if I faint you going to take up the responsibility?

Luckily, Wei Shan was accompany me talking on phone to help me concentrate on the slow and poor service that public clinic provided. However that is the only place that have immediate result from the test. Too bad, I have to bear with it...

Again, Sengkang Polyclinic(Singhealth)make me disappointed I rather take a bus to Hougang polyclinic where the doctor are much more friendlier and won't gave excuse like our clinic is overcrowded.

Ya, I forget to tell you guys (ok, that only one reader that come to my blog) that I am ok, I just have to finished my medicine. And PLEASE take care of yourself...

我在家 ( I am at home )

Officially declared that I am a loner...

Sick Again

I don't what wrong with me... Seriously, I just recover from a bad flu last week and now I feeling feverish... Shit, I don't to spend my holiday lying in bed and waiting to recover from these illness... I feel like a old man la... T.T

But I think I deserve it since I keep eating alot of heaty stuff since I recovered... What the hell... I haven't come out with a concept for my tension project... I feel shitty now...

Hate being sick... Hate don't have any concept...

领悟

我以为我会哭
但是我没有
这何尝不是一种领悟
让我把自己看清楚

I am a Bitch

B-For
-------------Beautiful
I-For
-------------Individual
T-For
-------------That
C-For
-------------Can
H-For
-------------Handle Anything

热错(retro) Night

Haha... I don't why out of suddenly, today I have a urge to listen to some 90s' chinese song by Winnie Hsin (辛晓琪)... I guess like that composer 李忠盛 that why I will hear that song. He wrote many songs that I touches my heart... Some classic example are 领悟 and 一夜长大... These few songs are really nice and not much people know about it...The part which I like about is the lyrics alot alot... I cant explain why but I think he is talented in writing sad song... Haha~

Then I remember a few months back, someone was asking me why my music phone is filled with all sad song. However, I didn't realise that and best thing is i don't how to answer her...
I remember someone telling me about this...

In every song, there is a story in it... A story which you have shared with someone before...

Have you ever hear some song and immediately you will think of someone related to that song...? I think maybe alot of us have... It is maybe we just didn't realise that and we keep hiding things to ourselves, trapping us in an endless cycle of pain... Haha~ I shouldn't be emo again... I must be a happy bitchy bastard...

Nerds

I am a part time gamer, full-time nerd...

ah hui's birthday @ Liang Court

I didn't really know where is Liang Court and the first impression of it is some mall built around late 70s'... Haha... Furthermore, I never being to that place before so I wasn't sure the location... Actually, the Liang Court is just near Clarke Quay and the place around it was damn cool... I quite like the ambiance of the Clarke Quay and it changes alot since the last time I went over there(3 or 4 years back...)

Well, the place is still not where we supposed to be, cause a simple dinner over there will cost around $50 dollar... However, Liang Court still look like some late 70s' building. I didn't know that Liang Court has a Japanese Supermarket and a Japanese restaurant inside... The food at the restaurant is good but the price was abit scary...

Lets welcome our Birthday Girl... Ms Shu Hui aka E-T

Haha... Due to the influences of Harry Potter, everytime when I drink tea, I will try to look inside my tea cup to see whether i can do tasseography divination (is a divination or fortune-telling method that interprets patterns in tea leaves.)

and this is what is in my cup

Ya... Some freaking Duck...

I didn't what this duck is going to do in my future... Most importantly, I don't how to interpret it... But I still feel weird about the Duck. (the moment when I was writing this I can feel someone bitching about me...)
Maybe I look like one... But do I look as though I give a damn about it?

I gave Shu Hui a sketching book for her b'day, thinking she might do some sketching on it... So just now I tell her to try draw something on the book so that she will keep drawing on it... End up she try to draw some dots on the paper like

. . .
. .
.

I was stunned for awhile and said

"Wow... E-T jiu shi E-T, something that you write we won't able to understand!"

but she continued to write destined friendship on it and ask everyone to sign on the book... After the dinner, we spend rest of the night talking and then we took a bus back... I still missed secondary school days when we are still together everyday... I must see the rest who didn't come today on next birthday celebration...

Slacker

Hmmm, I have been slacking through out my holiday... Haha... It is time to wake up and do my bloody project. I just received letter from the red dot award judging board that my project will not be nominated for the award. Kind of expected it will happened cause I wasn't good enough and I didn't put in effort to train my design skill up...

I kept telling myself that I can't be like that anymore but it seem that I didn't really do it... If I still behave like this, I can't find a job outside and most importantly, I can't continue my dream anymore... I must never give up...

Have to wake up bloody early tomorrow to discuss my project with my dear kai lee and kai lin... Sorry...