Last day of 2007

I guess there are tons of blogs writing about bits and pieces of their life in 2007. Well, I shouldn't be left out in such good day to bitch about my 2007. Haha~

I can said that 2007 is a year which I started to grow up, why did I said grow up? Cause there is alot of thing happened that make me realised how naive I am. For example, I think that going for attachment will be an easy job to complete without any sweat. The job and stuff over there make me think that thing is not as easy as it seems to be. Always thing and phrase sentences well so that you won't get into trouble. Growing up life make me feel damn plastics, being polite or over caring make you look plastic even though it came straight from your heart.

I just don't want to care about what people feel about me however due to my super over-sensitive sense, I tend to care too much about those idiot feeling. I know that being sad can't change anything, but I cant help to be honest with myself.

In 2007, I realised being single is like smoking, harmful to the environment that filled with all the lovebird. I feel damn weird whenever I go out with my friend and her boyfriend. Going in pair is still better however if we go out just only three of us, it is like bring out a lamppost out around. So I concluded that single hood is harmful to yourself and others, stop single hood.

In 2008, I must grow up more, to be more stronger, to be more brave in whatever stuff I do. Once I fall, I must know how to stand up and I will stand up quick and I must not lose whatever I believe. All the best to me and my friends for the coming 2008. Good bye my 2007, thanks for the wonderful memories that I had and the precious lesson that I learn. Goodbye to you, hope that all your dream come true and always be happy. =)

Life is like a box of chocolate box, you will never know what you get next unless you brought a whole box of almond chocolate. Haha, I like almond chocolate.

Slavery

I feel like working this company is like a slave. I have to keep checking my bloody email so that whenever any of my company people needs me, they can find me anytime. Throwing anything that they want me to do. This one week itself, I have to complete Three project. I am dying soon.

I feel so restless, my boss keep saying "Gimme more", my designer want to tear me into "Piece Of Me" and finally my supervisor asking me to do "Everybody" work before his. I am now as "Hot As Ice". (Song title of Britney Spears's album Blackout)

Lame as usual...

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to all my friends, destined friendship click, DD05, Shannon, bimbos and idiots. Once again, Christmas is here and there are more crowds and crowds in the Orchard Road. People buying thing like there is no tomorrow. Luckily, I didn't celebrate my Christmas at Orchard this year. Siting at our cosy carpark at WeiShan's house.

This year, we have Pot Luck and everyone cooked something to add on to our Christmas Feast. The food was too much due to everyday cooked more, so we have difficulties eating up all the stuff. (Sorry Bee Har) Sorry Sock Hoon that I didn't get you any Christmas gift for you this year due to some mistake. Sorry Sorry!

I got myself, some chocolate from ShuAn, Jie Fang, Sock Hoon and Kar Woon. A card from Jie Fang and a bag of secret chocolate from ShuHui. My Secret Santa is Serene. Thanks for the SPA Package and thing you write. Haha~ Thanks. Gracia for the Card and Paper Rose you made.

Although I didn't get anything for myself but I do enjoy my Christmas with my click of friend and you on my heart.

Love is...

Ah Dan (Daniel) was telling me this over the phone yesterday about loving someone. He say
"爱一个人就是要他开心,那你就开心了。" (Loving someone is about seeing him/her happy, then you will be contented.)

It hit my heart as this is the thing that I wanted but it got lost after I got trapped in my own thoughts over and over again. I finally find back the thing I wanted, I still feel unsure but now I feel much more better. It will be over soon I guess, try not to let myself forget or lose the promise I made.

Sorry if I make any of my friend worried, although I keep saying the same thing over and over again. Thanks for not being irritated by the same reason everytime I gave.

All I want for Christmas is....

Haha, Christmas is coming. I will be listing down although I would have money to buy until certain week in Jan when my come back to Singapore after his vacation. Perhaps some kind soul will buy for me(wait long long ah~)

I am not very greedy. I first start with some light, I would like to have a book on complete manual of Typography. Quite interested on Typography as something that I have been using through out my life have alot of meaning thing that I never notice in the past. Secondly, I am extremely weak in choosing the correct typeface to use. Perhaps I don't have confident in doing it ba.
My second wishlist is a Lomography camera (FishEye camera)
I feel like getting one for myself ever since we give that camera for Edward's 21th birthday. I should go get Edward's card to get 20% off for this camera if I getting it by this week. However Lomography is expansive cause it used flim. But do you think I cared?

Third wishes is an ipod touch, wow, it is cool and damn chio.
Willy, Nichelle and Edward already got it le... Damn it... T.T

My Fourth Christmas wishlist is a serect, I will be telling you guys and girls perhaps soon face to face.

My Fifth wishes, everyone will be happy and safe and sound especially you... :)
And Thanks Dan for enlighten me today.

Frozen

Everything seems to change alot for the past six months, the only thing that stay the same seems to be only me. Frozen in times, reluctant to change and still hoping things will come back to its original position. Too wrong sometime, too bad sometime cause nothing will go back to its initial stage. Everyone seems to move on, but yet I am still at this old place of memories by myself.

KFC is not idiot proof...

Wow, once again. Knowing how to eat KFC make me feel like I am more cleverer than others. Let me further explain how it happened.

I went out with Sock Hoon, Wei Shan and Kai Woon(I figure quite some time for his name..) for some dinner and chit chat. I went to KFC for our dinner, sock hoon and her boyfriend were discussing what to eat whether what to eat. Then Sock Hoon asked me,

"Is this chicken thigh meat???"

..... I went speechless and laugh out very loudly with wei shan. From the different of experiences eating with different idiot. I can conclude that KFC is not idiot proof . I must suggested KFC said put a tag one the different part of the chicken or simply use laser printing to print some information for the idiot.



Then after, I will putting back some tomatoes sauce that I didn't use and at that time, sock hoon's bf was at the counter buying some food. Then Sock Hoon said "Hey, I want the tomatoes sauce." Then, I commented that her bf will simply get her that. And we also said that her bf will be smart enough to take tomatoes sauce.

However, and sadly, idiotic-ness is contiguous...
Her boyfriend never get anything sauce for her. I should stay 10 feet away from sock hoon and FV before becoming stupid. Haha~

Haha~ really very long time never go out ...

Contradicting Thoughts

i think Maybe you still miss me

i think Maybe you still love me

i think Maybe you still want me back

But one thing I know for sure

I am just not perfect for you.

A compilation of craps

Today is a really a crappy day, I have my crappy experience of life as a design student. Shall not talk about it cause I find it no point telling online. Haha~

After my work, I went out to meet Nichelle, Edward and Sze Sing for some dinner. Then we started to crap alot of things out like school life, bitching people and more. So when we were eating dinner at the Hong Kong cafe, Sze Sing can't finished her Beef Bee Hoon and she asked whether I can eat or not.

I am a Buddhist with Taoist influences and I reply her that I can't eat la but I don't really mind as I am eating meat, so there is not different between eating beef and chicken as I am still killing. Then Sze Sing was like shouting "No, No later Guan Yin Ma come and punished you how?"


As I turned and look at her, she was with her bun like tissue paper and a holy water like lime water, splashing her lime water at me. (Sorry, Guan Yin Ma) Then she begin with her crappy thing about eating beef and get different kind of punishment which I can't really remember. Edward commented that she look like a nurse... (Naughty Edward huh!)

Then I recall did a model making that looks like Futuristic Guan Yin Ma...

After Sze Sing's crap, we started to shift our focus to Edward. We feel that he really look like Yang Zhong Wei, one of the Taiwanese Star Search guy from Xin Guang Dao...
I think is because of his dressing don't really look like him today. Haha~
He also look like one of the chipmunk in Alvin the ChipmuckS...

Worst day of the month

Today wasn't a very good day to start with, I though after complaining how my friend end up not meeting me everything will be fine. But I am way too wrong, thing gotten much worse.

I was on my way to utterrubbish exhibition with my cousin which I asked her out since noone wanted to go out with me.(She wasn't my backup friend or not) Just that I really need someone to accompany me so that my day won't more rotten. Surprisingly, when I reached City Hall, I realised that my SLR didn't have a memory card. Most importantly, I was about to go in. Damn it. I really blow up and I called my brother and quarrel with him. At that point of time, I was really tired and I completely no moods to go to any design festival. I really want to go home, I didn't know why I feel like crying. I feel so useless.

A rotten-ful day for a rotten person. I also feel like an utterrubbish

Pissed Off

I am really pissed off when I woke up this morning knowing that Mr Daniel has decided not to go out with me. The problem of me being pissed off is because I have to sms him to ask whether he is going out with me or not. I don't like the feeling of knowing thing last minute when you have plenty of bloody time to tell me.

Why? I don't understand why. It is because I am not friend enough, or not handsome enough to go out with you? Or your girlfriend/boyfriend is more important than me that you have to accompany them for 365 days a year.(Crap, I know they are confirm 100% more important than a useless whiner like me.)

I think maybe this is karma, cause sometime I didn't meet up with friend that I promised to but I didn't let them sms me and ask.

Another best incident happened was my friend told me that he want to meet me out for dinner but he was doing his guard duty on Friday and alot of excuses. Guess what, I called him in the night and he magically appeared in cinema watching Enchanted. Wonderful, if you don't to go out with me, just tell me straight in my fucking face that you don't want to go out. Saying something and acting otherwise won't make me happier.

Please be frank with me, don' waste time making unnecessary U-turn or detour. And Please don't treat me like a idiot or being too Barbie Doll. I hate plastic people...

Story of a pufferfish and fat boy...

Let me tell you a story of a pufferfish and a fat boy. Once upon a time, pufferfish and fat boy were friend. Pufferfish is cute and chubby, fat boy is also annoying and think that his fat ass owns the whole world.

One day, as usual, the fat boy will disturb anyone he like as his fat ass owns the world. So he decide to poke pufferfish cause he think that she was too stupid to react. At first, pufferfish wasn't too angry with the fat boy as everyone knows fat boy is always like that. But the fat boy get worse and keep poking at the pufferfish harder.

It pissed the pufferfish and it bloated in defense. Don't know whether the fat boy don't have sense of touch or fats caused him to think slower to realise it bloated, he keep poking until he get hurt and bleed....

"Ouch, pufferfish, sometime you very hurtful one leh..." said the fat boy in agony.

By that time, pufferfish was bruised badly by the fat boy and gotten more angry when the fat boy said that.


Poor Pufferfish...



Okay, That end of the my story... I am addicted to 温岚 - 热浪... Wow~ Let heatwave...