Me and my full of trash feeling

Feeling like lying on the floor and look upon the blue blue sky that I missed. Too bad, I can only see my lecturer black black's face if i can't finished my work

Green grasses and blue sky... Hai~ I am damn depressed...


Where is my blue blue Doraemon?

BBQ Pork

I smell like a Honey BBQ pork this evening... Damn it... Don't really like the idea of BBQ with a huge crowd of people that I didn't know... Still this is not the worst part...

Well, I went to one of my friend's birthday celebration... So alot of things happened there, but i choose to ignore the existence of the problem. I simply just heck care about it....

So what... there is no a need to give me that he-seem-to-have-HIV+ look... So if you don't like just fuck off... I don't look like a freak and thanks for spending your time looking at me....

Jx Blog's Revolution

After being say by Wei Shan that my blogskin is boring, I decided to have revolution on my small blog. I decided to search the bloody blogskins for some nice and simple skin. To my horror, some of the top rated or top download skin are shit... I spent around 1 hour plus searching for it but i ends up getting tired and wanted to give up.

I know they are just trying to help people like me who didn't know how to use html/java to do a website and they called themselves as designer... *Erm* I guess they didn't see a designer in their life... To me, they are more like a blog builder, just throw in html...

That make me think about the rubbish work that i submitted to my lecturer when I was in year 1 and 2 and maybe now... I can understand their feeling now... They have to go through alot of shitty and crappy stuff...

I really gave up and just used the standard blogskin... I don't give a damn...


ahjia with his ugly blog syndrome

垃圾桶

I can be your la ji tong, listen to your worries and problems.

Time Machine

"if there is a time machine, I will turn back to time and i choose not to know you..."

but it is impossible...

Happiness?

What is happiness? How can you find happiness?
There is a saying that you must endure the extreme saddness so that you will know what is happiness...

Yet, Happiness is hard to get and people tend to take thing for granted... Next time when we wondering about why other people are so happy...

Asked youself first...

燕尾蝶

我就像燕尾蝶奋不顾身的扑火，为了短暂的快乐。
破碎的燕尾蝶还作最后的美梦，让我做燕尾蝶拥抱最后的美梦，
让我快乐让我痛。

tIred... L0ST... confUSed...

where am I?

wHy I am HeRE...?

Rot

Rotting in process with my computer...

thinking about wat to think...

I spend alot of time sitting there and think... but i dunno wat i am thinking in the end... or i just thinking too much...
(*I am still thinking why i am thinking about the thing i think...)

Me and a doll that i dunno what his name

This doll is zhen wei's birthday present... quite cute and my whole bunch of friends is crazy about him... hehe... hope i can be like that doll always smiling... or it is crying inside his heart?
i dun think so... i guess he is sleep on zhen wei bed... and poor zhen wei might be on the floor...

IT Fair

It is a boring weekend alone in the IT fair... I feel like i am lost in the crowd... Standing alone by myself... Kind of dun like this kind of feeling... I dun like the feeling of people leaving mi... especially leaving mi by myself...
Can you please dun leave mi and stay by my side...?



I tot someone celebrate some hungry ghost festival in IT fair... He shouted as though someone is bidding for blessed items... (*mean mi*)




After tat, I have sudden mood swing and started to roam around the IT fair... Cursing people who block my way and people who didnt buy thing... I have no idea why they go IT fair if they dun buy thing... realli waste of time and caused human traffic...
Soon, this bloody feeling disappeared as i walking around seeing some cute baby(feel like kidnapping them)... Haha...

I saw sze sing at the IT fair buying laptop... then i was thinking to myself... since i dun have thing to do and quite moody... y not join them... So we went around and sze sing is making some guy pei ceh... Haha... if i were the saleman... i will kill her... but anyway... she is quite ma fan... Poor Lao dao...

If i have a second chance... I wont go to IT fair... i will stay at home and wait....

Too bad, in life, there is no second chance.. mayb in the dream...
And even the cheerful guy will have his moody day...

Still moody jia...