这是不能說的秘密。。。

I told my mother something serious, something that she want to know but she knew she can't cope within such short period. Well, like what I said this is a secret that can't be told. Let keep it this way so everything will be the same again. Lying to myself cause this is the way of life of a weakling. People tends to believe and wants thing to be their way, but in the end, they are just deceiving themselves and others. For what?

I don't know the answer, caused I am still searching for one. Nevertheless, I never really regret telling my mother about it. Haha, a dramatic week. My life is exciting and trouble-filled and I am considering to film it into a movie. 这是不能說的秘密... Shhhh~