Super multi-tasking

Last week, is a busy week for me as there is alot of stuff to do everyday before I sleep. I feel like I am superman, doing alot of multi-tasking especially washing my head and brushing teeth at the same time. Damn. I need more time to slack.

Pei Seh

Haha, let me just tell you some of the pei seh incident that I experienced in my entire life. Well it all happened when I am watching the Money Not Enough 2 with Jonna this Saturday.

I told some of my friend that I already somehow know that storyline and I expected what I will react le. Well, I cried during the scenes when the grandmother trying to save her grandchild by sacrifice her life and the painful life of being kick around by her son. The pei seh thing is not just only crying, but crying loudly in the entire cinema when no one around you was crying. Haha~ I don't expected that I will cry that loudly. But anyway, it is over la. I don't wished to reminiscence about my idiot event.

Army life is still the same, anyway, my passing out parade is coming soon. So I will try to tahan my legs until that time come. Haha~ wished me luck for the next week test ok =)

因为我会不舍得让你为我哭。

我不难过了甚至真心希望你能幸福
当我了解你只能活在记忆里头
我不恨你了甚至原谅你的残酷理由
当我了解不爱了
连回忆都是负荷

Leg pain

Hai~ don't know what wrong with leg nowaday, my leg is still painful after so many week after I injure it. Still then I am worried I might worsen the condition if I carry on the training that I am facing now. Hai~

Friday, I went out with Jonna and Dexter. It is a very weird combination of different group of people but somehow they clicked. Both gang up and bitch me, damn it. Haha~ I enjoy myself during the weekend and I soon realised something that I should have notice for ages. But thankfully, I found that answer le.

Express?

I keep thinking about how people behave and thing like that. I do realise something people won't like to express their feeling or maybe simply they do not know how to do? Let me tell you guy an example, one of my friend telling that can't express himself out. Carrying the heavy burden all by himself which I feel that it is kind of worrying me. Hardening himself to make stronger on he outside. Like an onion when you slowly remove the layer of walls, they left with nothing. I might not be able to understand what he has been through and I know that he is still young yet such great responsibilities fall on his shoulder.

I wanted to help but I don't how to express my help to him?

Perhaps this is what I realised, people don't know how to express of themselves and their heart is sheltered with wall to keep people out.

Hmmm

I am sick this week, suffering from flu, cough and slight feverish. However, I still feel quite ok lor, carrying on the normal trainning. I do miss my DFs, where are you guys?

I don't understand some of my army friends, seriously, don't understand sometime they changes temper like girls. Ok, end of complain, i am turning into an old hag. I am spending like turning on tapwater, one week can spend like around $150. I can't take it anymore le, i have to start cutting down on my spending now. only can spend the max $50 a week. then save at least $100 a month.


Ya, me and my fucking nonsense about saving. Fat hope.