四月 二十五号

当我收到你的简讯时，


I am sorry for....
............................
...........................
.... Really sorry


那清清楚楚地二十九个字母。

我没有哭，
但这是我第一次知道心痛的感觉。。。

Kill me please

I dunno what to do?
I dunno how to do?
Why it is so easy to say then doing it?
I am pretty lost, lost in a world filled with memories that was haunting me...

Perhap, I will get used to it but i just cant take it anymore...


Can someone help mi??





I guess not...
This time around, I must stand up myself...
Hide myself from the world so that i wont get hurt again...
If not, next time can you just kill me instead?

Lost

Thing have becoming more and more confusing, that i cant different shape what is real and what is fake. Things that seem to be real are all fake, things that are fake seems real. I dunno what to do, what I can do...

Hope

Alot of time people will tend to hope for another second chance, however the world is cruel. Destroying all the hope that we have. Someone did told me before, "you have to experience extreme sadness and you will get happiness. " Is this what we must experience through out our life? Perhaps this is world we are living in, or there is a lesson to learn.

I am lost... Really... In a world where is not what I imagine it will be...