Kill me please

I dunno what to do?
I dunno how to do?
Why it is so easy to say then doing it?
I am pretty lost, lost in a world filled with memories that was haunting me...

Perhap, I will get used to it but i just cant take it anymore...


Can someone help mi??





I guess not...
This time around, I must stand up myself...
Hide myself from the world so that i wont get hurt again...
If not, next time can you just kill me instead?