Dreaming of a red chinese new year

Heng, I am really heng this year to get off for my duty at the eve and first day of chinese new year. Thinking of the food that I will be eating this coming sunday making me drooling now.

However, the older i get, the less excited I am. Maybe i more difficult to please now.(Which I totally agree.) Please, let me have a fun filled new year.

Did I changed?

I guess that i have neglected my poor blog for quite sometime. But forgive me as you know, i don't have any life inside here. Perhaps the only life, i playing my ds now.

Recently, i met one of my primary school classmate at ps. Both of us stood at the toilet area looking quite stunned. Then we started to question whether we know each other. Suprisingly, she could still remember me and my name. Which i am ashamed that i couldn't remember which class we were in. Haha, that make me realise that I didn't change much from the past. Or did I?

Eating up you

 

It looks like I am going to eat up siti. Haha~

Flicker Minded me

Sometime, I just wished that I am be decisive when came to making important decision in life. I just hope that I can closed my eyes, picked any choice and done with it. However, life doesn't seem that way, it is filled with alot of decision to make. Whether it leads you to a better future or for worse.

Personally, I always make decision that I tends to regret in the future. Often think that why am I so unlucky picking the wrong choice in life. But in fact I never realised that, no matter how I picked, there are pros and cons. No matter how I balanced up each side of the decision I made. It still back in square one. Why? It is because grass is always greener at the other side of the land? or simply, because you like to complain or whine about thing happening to you.

But one thing for sure now, once I made this decision by this weekend. I won't want to regret it caused life is too short to keep thinking about the negative side. I rather spend more time, calling my loved one to talk to them or draw some dream of mine. Be the one to do it, not the one who wait for thing to happen.

My New Year Crappy Resolution

As starting of 2009, it is time for me to set a New Year Crappy resolution. Some goal and wants that I must do by the end of 2009. Hmmm, i must keep in mind that I will do whatever I write by end of this year.

Let me find some fault in me, there is a saying nobody is perfect. If i am a nobody, hence i am perfect. I see there is no a need to change for this year.

Okay, lets get serious now. Since i am always late, from this year onwards i will try not to be late and be early for at least 5 mins. Haha, it seem to be difficult job to achieve especially i am living in such wu lu place in sengkang.

Secondly, i want my right leg to recover so that i can join in 10km standard charted run. (I wanted to say 21km but i know it is impossible for me since I am a lazy ass.)

Ya, saving must be another important thing to do as i always spend my saving till dry. So i will be putting aside $50 for my macbook pro funds. So i think i will be able to get rid of my acer lappy which suffer from my abuse for 3 years. Let hope it will be replaced by Dec 2010 so that i can celebrate my white christmas with a mac.

Designing, a strange yet familiar thing to me. I found out that i had not been doing any design work for my portfolio. I should start to get some picture to draw the installation i wanted to do.

Finally and lastly, i hope my special one will be coming soon. Brighten my day with your smile, wait for me whenever i need someone to be there. Okay, i should stop dreaming now as I am now in army. Where to find my special one. Unless i turn.... Haha.

Goodbye and Hello

As 2008 coming to a end in another 4 days time, it is time for me to say goodbye to 2008 and hello to 2009.

I had a emotion filled year of 2008, with alot of new experiences and the old one from 2007. Let me briefly bring you guy through my special year.

Starting of the year 2008, i was doing my attachment at NUS until feb. It was a test for my patient as i often get difficults challenge and nasty comment about my work. A place also filled with memories that i wanted to forget. Well, i still enjoy my days over there. Thanks both design manager and manager. And those Nus friend who accompany me for lunch. Thanks fen, hui juan, sophia and senior. Haha.

March was a milestone that marks the end of my poly life. That is unit08, NYP school of design graduation show. Although, it is not as grand as the sp one who held at vivocity. But We did a great job on the graduation show to the public and the guest. It is quite sad when we were packing up our stuff at last day of unit08. Cause most of us will be going different ways after completing our diploma. I am glad that we still keep in contact for dinner and movie outing.

April also month that also mark my adulthood, my 21st birthday. Well, personally i don't feel any thing special other than i am legal to watch R21 film. I am suprised that alot of my friend came for my birthday celebration. On that day, i was thinking whether will there be only a few friend there. Haha. It also remind me about the incident happened one year ago.

After my birthday, i started my slacking plans before i enlisted in june. So during that period, i keep going out with clique neh and chi yong for supper and some stupid outing. Other than that, rotting at home lor.

June is the time where boys turn men then turn chao keng king. Haha, i do enjoy the training over there. Making me learning alot me stuff in life and how to react to stuff that cant be solved.

That summarised my 6 months at work. Although sometime, i faced with some internal struggle of myself feeling lost and uncertain life infront of me. I manage to pull over from it with the help from bee, fen, jonna, kelly and shao chang. Thanks guys.

This year i learned that there is no use mourning about past as it already passed. No point worrying about the future as it haven't come yet. Treasure today and never regret it.

And oh ya, sometime, i just want to hide my feeling about you. But i dunno why my friend all of them can see through me. From now on, i will learn to love myself more and treasure all the memories that you gave me in the past. I just wants to be mr happy as my jacket said so. Goodbye my dear old 2008, i will miss you and hello 2009, i hope that we can be very good friend soon.

:)
Ahjia
I almost forgotten to say, Happy New Year to you all.