Joker

Once, a joker was hired to entertain the king and queen. When they need a laugh, joker must ready to put on a show. If you are not, basically, you are sentences to death. At least, that was once. But in reality, if you are no longer valued, it's pretty much like been 'cut' out from the loves ones you can never have. A new death sentences as well, if you ask me.

Ironic isn't? When they need you, they treat you like a treasure they never once have. But if you are no longer value, you're just gone with a snap of a finger. Feel unfair..? Well, sometimes life is suppose to be unfair, especially for the jokers. It was destined. Someone once told me that.

A joker is to entertain others, but not to be entertain.
A joker is to put a smile on others, but not on your own.
A joker is to listen the cries from others, but not hearing from yours.
A joker is to be taken for granted, but not to be taken.

What is the value of a joker..? If you are one of them, you might know the answer. Trust me.

当我不只是你的玩具，还失去发言权的时候， 这场爱情就让我一个人痛苦就可以。

Forgetting

Forget you and you will simply fade off my memories... These is better for both of us... But I simply cant do so...

Suddenly

I don't know why nowadays I could change my mood like changing TV channel... My moods swing like siao... Just now I was helping people celebrating brithday, after that I become moody and sad... Hai... I dunno what to do... realli...

Living without you

I keep looking in all the places,
Where you are supposed to be
But I never seem to find you,
And you're all I long to see

I just can't seem to understand,
What it was that changed your mind.
All the times I thought I knew you,
When really, I was blind.

But I know that I do not hate you,
And I know I never will.
Because I cared about you then,
And i care about you still.

Even though you hurt me,
I can't seem to let you go.
But I will go on without you,
And I want to make sure you know.

It will take some time to mend,
The damage that you've done.
But broken hearts do heal,
That where strength comes from.

For now, the tears may be falling,
And my thoughts keep circling to you,
But soon, things will be better,
If you have hope, then they always do.

幸福

幸福

有一個人，他生前善良而且熱心助人，所以在他死後，昇上天堂，做了天使。
他當了天使後，仍時常到凡間幫助人，希望能感受到幸福的味道。

有一天，他遇見一個農夫，農夫的樣子非常煩惱，他向天使訴說︰「我家的水 牛剛死了，沒牠幫忙犁田，那我怎能下田工作呢？」
於是天使賜給他一隻健壯的水牛，農夫很高興，天使在他身上感受到幸福的味 道。

又有一天，他遇見一個男人，男人非常沮喪，他向天使訴說︰「我的錢都
被騙光，沒有盤纏回鄉。」
於是天使送給他銀兩做路費，男人很高興，天使在他身上感受到幸福的味 道。

又一日，他遇見一個詩人，詩人年青、英俊、有才華而且富有，妻子貌美
又溫柔， 但他卻過得不快樂。
天使問他︰「你不快樂嗎？我能幫你嗎？」
詩人對天使說︰「我什麼也有，只欠一樣東西，你能夠給我嗎？」
天使回答說︰「可以。你要什麼我也可以給你。」
詩人直直的望著天使︰「我想要的是幸福。」
這下子把天使難倒了，天使想了想，說︰「我明白了。」然後把詩人所擁有的都拿走。天使拿走詩人的才華，毀去他的容貌，奪去他的財產，和他妻子的性命，天使做完這些事後，便離去了。

一個月後，天使再回到詩人的身邊，他那時餓得半死，衣衫襤褸地在躺在地上掙扎。於是，天使把他的一切還給他，然後，又離去了。半個月後，天使再去看看詩人。

這次，詩人摟著妻子，不住向天使道謝，因為，他得到幸福了。

你曾覺得孤獨？你嚐過幸福的味道？
孤寂、璀璨本就是形容詞，所有的形容詞都是比較的。沒嘗過孤寂，又怎知何謂璀璨的人生？
孤寂又豈非人生之必經？人很奇怪，每每要到了失去後，才懂得珍惜。

其實，幸褔早就放就在你的面前。
肚子餓壞的時候，有一碗熱騰騰的拉麵放在你眼前幸福。累得半死的時候，撲上軟軟的床，也是幸福。

幸福本沒有絕對的定義，平常一些小事也往往能撼動你的心靈，幸福與 否， 只在乎你的心怎麼看待。
朋友，你的心，充滿了幸福嗎？還是，溢滿了哀愁？
愉快的心情，敲你的心門時，你就該大大的開放你的心門，讓愉快與你同 在。

懂得保護懂得珍惜

懂得把握懂得即時

I lifted up this story from one of the blog which i think it very meaningful. I told the story to you... I feel happiness because I still chat with you... I am contented le... A smile from you is what i need... Although I still dunno what you are troubling about... But I believe you will be able to go through... And I will be there whenever you need help... And not forgeting you guys... Thanks... I am trying find myself back... Cause deep down in my heart, i have memories that warms mi through this period of my time... Hopefully ba... Silly mi... writing thing that you wont be reading...

I dunno wat I am doing now...
I am stupid?
Why I have to go and do something that I know i won't be feeling good...
I know you have problems but you just dun wan to share...

I cant add on my problem to yours cause you are hurt too...

I am lost, this time, i am realli lost...
Sorry, if i didnt reply you guy message or not... Sorry...

陌生 却 熟悉 的心情。。。