领悟

我以为我会哭
但是我没有
这何尝不是一种领悟
让我把自己看清楚

I am a Bitch

B-For
-------------Beautiful
I-For
-------------Individual
T-For
-------------That
C-For
-------------Can
H-For
-------------Handle Anything

热错(retro) Night

Haha... I don't why out of suddenly, today I have a urge to listen to some 90s' chinese song by Winnie Hsin (辛晓琪)... I guess like that composer 李忠盛 that why I will hear that song. He wrote many songs that I touches my heart... Some classic example are 领悟 and 一夜长大... These few songs are really nice and not much people know about it...The part which I like about is the lyrics alot alot... I cant explain why but I think he is talented in writing sad song... Haha~

Then I remember a few months back, someone was asking me why my music phone is filled with all sad song. However, I didn't realise that and best thing is i don't how to answer her...
I remember someone telling me about this...

In every song, there is a story in it... A story which you have shared with someone before...

Have you ever hear some song and immediately you will think of someone related to that song...? I think maybe alot of us have... It is maybe we just didn't realise that and we keep hiding things to ourselves, trapping us in an endless cycle of pain... Haha~ I shouldn't be emo again... I must be a happy bitchy bastard...

Nerds

I am a part time gamer, full-time nerd...

ah hui's birthday @ Liang Court

I didn't really know where is Liang Court and the first impression of it is some mall built around late 70s'... Haha... Furthermore, I never being to that place before so I wasn't sure the location... Actually, the Liang Court is just near Clarke Quay and the place around it was damn cool... I quite like the ambiance of the Clarke Quay and it changes alot since the last time I went over there(3 or 4 years back...)

Well, the place is still not where we supposed to be, cause a simple dinner over there will cost around $50 dollar... However, Liang Court still look like some late 70s' building. I didn't know that Liang Court has a Japanese Supermarket and a Japanese restaurant inside... The food at the restaurant is good but the price was abit scary...

Lets welcome our Birthday Girl... Ms Shu Hui aka E-T

Haha... Due to the influences of Harry Potter, everytime when I drink tea, I will try to look inside my tea cup to see whether i can do tasseography divination (is a divination or fortune-telling method that interprets patterns in tea leaves.)

and this is what is in my cup

Ya... Some freaking Duck...

I didn't what this duck is going to do in my future... Most importantly, I don't how to interpret it... But I still feel weird about the Duck. (the moment when I was writing this I can feel someone bitching about me...)
Maybe I look like one... But do I look as though I give a damn about it?

I gave Shu Hui a sketching book for her b'day, thinking she might do some sketching on it... So just now I tell her to try draw something on the book so that she will keep drawing on it... End up she try to draw some dots on the paper like

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. .
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I was stunned for awhile and said

"Wow... E-T jiu shi E-T, something that you write we won't able to understand!"

but she continued to write destined friendship on it and ask everyone to sign on the book... After the dinner, we spend rest of the night talking and then we took a bus back... I still missed secondary school days when we are still together everyday... I must see the rest who didn't come today on next birthday celebration...

Slacker

Hmmm, I have been slacking through out my holiday... Haha... It is time to wake up and do my bloody project. I just received letter from the red dot award judging board that my project will not be nominated for the award. Kind of expected it will happened cause I wasn't good enough and I didn't put in effort to train my design skill up...

I kept telling myself that I can't be like that anymore but it seem that I didn't really do it... If I still behave like this, I can't find a job outside and most importantly, I can't continue my dream anymore... I must never give up...

Have to wake up bloody early tomorrow to discuss my project with my dear kai lee and kai lin... Sorry...